Incel_Dikshit
Goodbye
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I'm always ready to forgive...
But why do you have make small snippets of bragging though?
Don't rope. Find more cope.
A lot of guys do that, you're not alone.I wanted to have the feeling that i actually am a normal person. So i can delude myself into thinking that i am no incel
RIP if you are 100% serious about it. I am always here to provide emotional support. I hope you change your mind but it's ultimately your decision and fate. You should perhaps find more copes.
WeThere is nothing in life anymore for me. I have no friends no female contact nothing. Tried my best to make some friends but it didnt work out. I havent left my house for 3 weeks now (untill this day). I skipped every lecture so far. I want to go but then i look at the mirror and feel demotivated again. These days have been the worst. My parents yell at me all the time, my siblings hate me. No job. No social-life nothing..
I will hurt my family but i have no choice. Every day same shit. I am just rotting in my room day in day out staring at a blank space and the mirror.
I know i come off as a larper for some. But its not true i am even a bigger faillure then you are i just wanted the feeling of being a fakecel. I am just a pathetic loser.
Anyway just got back from the store and bought some stuff to make my last favourite breakfast (grits and eggs with bacon and toast). I am going to set my alarm really early so it will be still dark outside. I am going to enjoy my breakfast while listening to my favourte songs without the feeling depression....
So i have still a few hours.
I feel really scared and relieved at the same time. I will spend my last hours without worries I already wished my parents a goodnight sleep (they were thankfull). Also watched some football with my brother. I am currently in my room listening to some good music. I feel that my duty here is done. I allready planned it for a long time. I hope i will never set a foot on this shit planet.
I want to thank all of you for giving me the lols throughout the year. You are the only guys who i can relate to and feel safe. Bu at the same time this place is making youre situation worse.
I wish you guys the best of luck.
Incel_Dikshit
I can be there for you friend if you need it.There is nothing in life anymore for me. I have no friends no female contact nothing. Tried my best to make some friends but it didnt work out. I havent left my house for 3 weeks now (untill this day). I skipped every lecture so far. I want to go but then i look at the mirror and feel demotivated again. These days have been the worst. My parents yell at me all the time, my siblings hate me. No job. No social-life nothing..
I will hurt my family but i have no choice. Every day same shit. I am just rotting in my room day in day out staring at a blank space and the mirror.
I know i come off as a larper for some. But its not true i am even a bigger faillure then you are i just wanted the feeling of being a fakecel. I am just a pathetic loser.
Anyway just got back from the store and bought some stuff to make my last favourite breakfast (grits and eggs with bacon and toast). I am going to set my alarm really early so it will be still dark outside. I am going to enjoy my breakfast while listening to my favourte songs without the feeling depression....
So i have still a few hours.
I feel really scared and relieved at the same time. I will spend my last hours without worries I already wished my parents a goodnight sleep (they were thankfull). Also watched some football with my brother. I am currently in my room listening to some good music. I feel that my duty here is done. I allready planned it for a long time. I hope i will never set a foot on this shit planet.
I want to thank all of you for giving me the lols throughout the year. You are the only guys who i can relate to and feel safe. Bu at the same time this place is making youre situation worse.
I wish you guys the best of luck.
Incel_Dikshit
There is nothing in life anymore for me. I have no friends no female contact nothing. Tried my best to make some friends but it didnt work out. I havent left my house for 3 weeks now (untill this day). I skipped every lecture so far. I want to go but then i look at the mirror and feel demotivated again. These days have been the worst. My parents yell at me all the time, my siblings hate me. No job. No social-life nothing..
I will hurt my family but i have no choice. Every day same shit. I am just rotting in my room day in day out staring at a blank space and the mirror.
I know i come off as a larper for some. But its not true i am even a bigger faillure then you are i just wanted the feeling of being a fakecel. I am just a pathetic loser.
Anyway just got back from the store and bought some stuff to make my last favourite breakfast (grits and eggs with bacon and toast). I am going to set my alarm really early so it will be still dark outside. I am going to enjoy my breakfast while listening to my favourte songs without the feeling depression....
So i have still a few hours.
I feel really scared and relieved at the same time. I will spend my last hours without worries I already wished my parents a goodnight sleep (they were thankfull). Also watched some football with my brother. I am currently in my room listening to some good music. I feel that my duty here is done. I allready planned it for a long time. I hope i will never set a foot on this shit planet.
I want to thank all of you for giving me the lols throughout the year. You are the only guys who i can relate to and feel safe. Bu at the same time this place is making youre situation worse.
I wish you guys the best of luck.
Incel_Dikshit
Just take testosterone