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Deleted member 101
I just wanna be loved, but don’t think I’m worthy
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I can’t be like this anymore. Been big most of my life. Managed to lose 40 pounds from my highest (230) to my lowest (188) when I was going hard last year but I lost all momentum and have been hovering around 200 for an entire year. At my height of 5’8, unless I was built out of nothing but muscle, this is unacceptable. While I might not look it (as I’m not grotesquely fat, can walk long distances with no issue and have never needed a shit like a mobility scooter), my BMI classifies me as obese. Can’t do that shit.
I plan on going to my local gym 6 days a week and doing a PPL program, with 3 days of pulling, pushing, and leg, followed by a rest day, then another 3 days of PPL. I will do this until I plateau, where find another program. I will also be counting calories again and I will be tracking my macros as well.
I don’t know if there’s Chad under my blub. Maybe I shouldn’t be allowed here because of my size. But I have to do something. I’m 23. I’m running out of time to enjoy my youth.
My goal is to cut my body fat to close to 10% in a year. I don’t know what my current BF% is but I’m sure it’s an embarrassing number. I want six pack abs and nice arms. I wanna be lean and toned.
I care about my health, but I way more care about being desired by women. If women liked short, chubby men then I would never lift a weight in my life and I would continue to stuff my face with garbage. But that’s not how life is. Women say they like a “dad bod” or whatever the fuck, but we all know they’re lying.
And if it doesn’t work, then I guess I’ll have something to be proud of?
Gotta be like Kobe and have that Mamba Mentality.
I plan on going to my local gym 6 days a week and doing a PPL program, with 3 days of pulling, pushing, and leg, followed by a rest day, then another 3 days of PPL. I will do this until I plateau, where find another program. I will also be counting calories again and I will be tracking my macros as well.
I don’t know if there’s Chad under my blub. Maybe I shouldn’t be allowed here because of my size. But I have to do something. I’m 23. I’m running out of time to enjoy my youth.
My goal is to cut my body fat to close to 10% in a year. I don’t know what my current BF% is but I’m sure it’s an embarrassing number. I want six pack abs and nice arms. I wanna be lean and toned.
I care about my health, but I way more care about being desired by women. If women liked short, chubby men then I would never lift a weight in my life and I would continue to stuff my face with garbage. But that’s not how life is. Women say they like a “dad bod” or whatever the fuck, but we all know they’re lying.
And if it doesn’t work, then I guess I’ll have something to be proud of?
Gotta be like Kobe and have that Mamba Mentality.
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