I just hope I find the therapist I'm set on that I was recommended by a friend before and that he's not on a vacation, this time I will be honest and discuss what I feel genuinely with this said therapist, I'm set on only 1 session but if he's good or helpful I will go back again and I will refuse meds because my issues are not chemical brain imbalances but enduring a pathetic mostly sad life living in a carcass of pain. I will discuss this extreme suicidal ideation I'm experiencing and ultra violent constant self destructive fantasies, I will discuss schizoidism and not feeling like a human at all nowadays. If relationships come out, I will talk about my inceldom and in general my foid experiences (how they treated me etc). However I don't want that to be the main focus because inceldom doesn't bother me anymore.
Like I said inb4 bluepill, whatever bullshit he says like ''go out more'' or ''take meds'', I will call him out on it, I have no time to hear that, I will also preface the meet by saying I'm not taking meds but just looking for opinions. Or some thoughts on if I have a disordER(s) or not.
Like I said inb4 bluepill, whatever bullshit he says like ''go out more'' or ''take meds'', I will call him out on it, I have no time to hear that, I will also preface the meet by saying I'm not taking meds but just looking for opinions. Or some thoughts on if I have a disordER(s) or not.
