Going to bed used to be the best part of my day...

[Pareg]

... and now, it is the worst.

The sensation of feeling tired, and just falling asleep was amazing. But now... well, I can't stop thinking about my inceldom, I ruminate the thoughts over and over again, I actually fucking cried two nights ago (especially when listening to audios but won't go further here).

Seriously. This is madness. I try to contain all my suffering and shit deep inside, some here would say I'm a fucking wimp lmao (I'm actually too nice, not in the narcissic way but truly I don't go out or my way to hate on everyone outside, this is hella weird).

Nuke-the-entire-planet-NOW

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

It’s okay bro try to cope

 

[Pareg]

It’s okay bro try to cope

Honestly I don't with what I could cope anymore

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Honestly I don't with what I could cope anymore

Yeah same I just scream and shout out of pain

 

[Pareg]

Yeah same I just scream and shout out of pain

Normies, chads, foids literally have not even any fucking little idea of how unbearable the pain is. It's insanity at this point

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Normies, chads, foids literally have not even any fucking little idea of how unbearable the pain is. It's insanity at this point

Yep it is insanity lol you can pm me if you like

 

[Deleted member 42058]

Seriously. This is madness. I try to contain all my suffering and shit deep inside, some here would say I'm a fucking wimp lmao (I'm actually too nice, not in the narcissic way but truly I don't go out or my way to hate on everyone outside, this is hella weird).

Nuke-the-entire-planet-NOW

Relatable brocel.

Sadly foids don't want inkwells like us. They only want to fuck with chad/lite and eventually settle down and try to turn us into betabuxers.

 

[Pareg]

Yep it is insanity lol you can pm me if you like

Thank you bro.

Relatable brocel.

Sadly foids don't want inkwells like us. They only want to fuck with chad/lite and eventually settle down and try to turn us into betabuxers.

Just so we get the leftovers.

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Thank you bro.


Just so we get the leftovers.

Avenge us

 

[Pareg]

Avenge us

Become an avengER?

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Become an avengER?

Hell yeah

 

[Pareg]

Hell yeah

As time passes it sounds less and less unreasonable

 

[yunglean69]

Find something you're passionate about FOR YOURSELF NOT ANYBODY ELSE brocel. For me, It's soccer and olympic weightlifting. Ascended my soccer career and playing D1 soccer in college and do it for myself, not anyone else. Everyone is good at something. Find out what it is and stop being sad because of other people who wouldn't even give a shit about you even if you were to actually rope. Stay strong brocel.

 

[Bedford Stye]

... and now, it is the worst.

The sensation of feeling tired, and just falling asleep was amazing. But now... well, I can't stop thinking about my inceldom, I ruminate the thoughts over and over again, I actually fucking cried two nights ago (especially when listening to audios but won't go further here).

Seriously. This is madness. I try to contain all my suffering and shit deep inside, some here would say I'm a fucking wimp lmao (I'm actually too nice, not in the narcissic way but truly I don't go out or my way to hate on everyone outside, this is hella weird).

Nuke-the-entire-planet-NOW

Excercise,

 

[Pareg]

Find something you're passionate about FOR YOURSELF NOT ANYBODY ELSE brocel. For me, It's soccer and olympic weightlifting. Ascended my soccer career and playing D1 soccer in college and do it for myself, not anyone else. Everyone is good at something. Find out what it is and stop being sad because of other people who wouldn't even give a shit about you even if you were to actually rope. Stay strong brocel.

I do things for myself already, I'm writing and I'm developing mathematical modelizations for some magic that appears in my story.
But let's be all honest, it feels bland when you're still lonely.

And no, I don't buy that "Everyone is good at something", sorry. Sounds similar to "There's someone for everyone" bullshit, only in a different context.

Excercise,

Lol

 

[yunglean69]

I do things for myself already, I'm writing and I'm developing mathematical modelizations for some magic that appears in my story.
But let's be all honest, it feels bland when you're still lonely.

And no, I don't buy that "Everyone is good at something", sorry. Sounds similar to "There's someone for everyone" bullshit, only in a different context.


Lol

It still hurts, but you gotta do it for yourself and your own mental health because you already know that you're alone so you might as well be your own biggest cheerleader and be the best version of yourself for you.

 

[Pareg]

It still hurts, but you gotta do it for yourself and your own mental health because you already know that you're alone so you might as well be your own biggest cheerleader and be the best version of yourself for you.

Of course and I'm trying, but it's extremely hard. Usually, people gather great amounts of energy from their social interactions. How are you supposed to find that energy when you are lonely? Not everyone has a strong will unfortunately.

 

[yunglean69]

Of course and I'm trying, but it's extremely hard. Usually, people gather great amounts of energy from their social interactions. How are you supposed to find that energy when you are lonely? Not everyone has a strong will unfortunately.

Maybe you won’t find your inner happiness through a passion, and that’s okay. But at least when you eventually die you don’t have the regret of never seeing what you were capable of in your life. Don’t let what you can’t do hold you back from what you can do

 

[sinbin55@googlemail]

... and now, it is the worst.

The sensation of feeling tired, and just falling asleep was amazing. But now... well, I can't stop thinking about my inceldom, I ruminate the thoughts over and over again, I actually fucking cried two nights ago (especially when listening to audios but won't go further here).

Seriously. This is madness. I try to contain all my suffering and shit deep inside, some here would say I'm a fucking wimp lmao (I'm actually too nice, not in the narcissic way but truly I don't go out or my way to hate on everyone outside, this is hella weird).

Nuke-the-entire-planet-NOW

people who call you weak are dickheads do not listen to them you have potential as a being. Everybody plays a part no matter how small

 

[sinbin55@googlemail]

Normies, chads, foids literally have not even any fucking little idea of how unbearable the pain is. It's insanity at this point

I agree with you their they will never have a clue

 

[Pareg]

people who call you weak are dickheads do not listen to them you have potential as a being. Everybody plays a part no matter how small

Not accusing you of anything but honestly that sounded bluepilled (at least a bit).

We literally have no value in this world. We are viewed as less that humans, a reason we use the word "subhuman". It's fucking devastating.

I agree with you their they will never have a clue

That's why I always say they and we live in two different worlds: theirs and ours.

 

[Pareg]

Maybe you won’t find your inner happiness through a passion, and that’s okay. But at least when you eventually die you don’t have the regret of never seeing what you were capable of in your life. Don’t let what you can’t do hold you back from what you can do

Not gonna lie I'm not capable of many things LOL, even without thinking about my inceldom.

 

[InMinecraft]

It’s okay bro try to cope

 

[EternalStorm]

I always look forward to going to bed at night. It's a good break from this crappy world

 

[Pareg]

I always look forward to going to bed at night. It's a good break from this crappy world

Lucky you

 

[sinbin55@googlemail]

I do things for myself already, I'm writing and I'm developing mathematical modelizations for some magic that appears in my story.
But let's be all honest, it feels bland when you're still lonely.

And no, I don't buy that "Everyone is good at something", sorry. Sounds similar to "There's someone for everyone" bullshit, only in a different context.


Lol

yeah man go to the gym if nobody is going to love you you love yourself and eat right and die buff as fuck. this is my mentality now.

 

[sinbin55@googlemail]

Not accusing you of anything but honestly that sounded bluepilled (at least a bit).

We literally have no value in this world. We are viewed as less that humans, a reason we use the word "subhuman". It's fucking devastating.


That's why I always say they and we live in two different worlds: theirs and ours.

listen to me the problem is we are more awake than they are, we are more down to earth. There has been many creators, philosophers, inventors, scientists musicians etc who where in my opinion incels. Use your loneliness to your advantage. This is the time you can gain with nobody getting in your way.

 

[Pareg]

yeah man go to the gym if nobody is going to love you you love yourself and eat right and die buff as fuck. this is my mentality now.

What if even I hate my own self?
Yeah I remember what you said earlier, that I should love myself and such. Again, I literally don't have the energy to do so. What takes to appreciate yourself is at lesst one field in which you're very good... a field that I didn't find yet and as I said, "there must be something in which you're good" is a blatant lie.

listen to me the problem is we are more awake than they are, we are more down to earth. There has been many creators, philosophers, inventors, scientists musicians etc who where in my opinion incels. Use your loneliness to your advantage. This is the time you can gain with nobody getting in your way.

Actually not as much as you could think, many of them had a wife I think?

I already spend my lonely time to better myself in some fields (physics?) but deep down I know I don't love what I'm doing with my heart. It feels bland.

(By the way, being awake does not give you any value.)

 

[sinbin55@googlemail]

What if even I hate my own self?
Yeah I remember what you said earlier, that I should love myself and such. Again, I literally don't have the energy to do so. What takes to appreciate yourself is at lesst one field in which you're very good... a field that I didn't find yet and as I said, "there must be something in which you're good" is a blatant lie.


Actually not as much as you could think, many of them had a wife I think?

I already spend my lonely time to better myself in some fields (physics?) but deep down I know I don't love what I'm doing with my heart. It feels bland.

(By the way, being awake does not give you any value.)

There has to be good parts of yourself man. O.k get yourself the bible and read it by yourself do not go to church just read it at your own pase. I find that it helps with dealing with lonlyness