Does anybody else in life just sorta float through it without any necessary meaning. unmotivated too even smoke a cigarette in the morning an make coffee, just realizing how dull an shitty life truly is. but not being able too bring yourself too suicide because you still wanna watch the events unfold in your life by going nowhere, watching chads an normies alike getting bitches, while you wake up lonely everyday. but you still get up an go through the same routine while you feel your body slowly waste away from all the nicotine you've stuffed into lungs? Idk I'm not sad nor even rageful. I just wanna know that I'm not the only person that just doesn't have anything going for them in life an probably never will.
