SuicideFuel Godd wtf is this feeling?

[RopeShow]

My memory loss is starting to get dangerous it started with simple things like forgetting my pack of cigs. Now it's starting to get worse and worse, I for hot the clothes I the washer, I forgot to clean the dishes and now I don't remember if I took my meds or not, all indicates not but I can't risk taking them twice that would be bad. Been living on takeout for a big while nowI'm gonna go bankrupt if this continues. I can't sleep and I have to get backup in 2 hours why the fuck am I like this? I can't count on anyone for this I ha3 to fight on my own or perishwth does the machine want now?

The courage of men has failed

 

[acnescarcel]

lol

 

[randomcel92]

My memory has always been shit. I have to literally write down in a mini calendar when I took my meds.

 

[Sniffles]

How old are you OP?

 

[StaroRavager]

I can't sleep and I have to get backup in 2 hours

Brutal

 

[DarkKnight]

I'm glad my memory is trash, mostly beacuse of such an anger filled childhood. hope u feel better OP

 

[AutisticCopecel]

i wish i could be mentally insane like you the pain wouldnt be that bad

 

[Deleted member 1060]

It's okay boyo, I also sometimes forget things, like wiping my ass after taking shit. Once I forgot and remembered it just before going to the bed, in the meantime all the shit got dried between my butt crack, so what I did was just scratched off all those shit flakes (yup, they were like powdered already) before going to bed.

 

[RopeShow]

How old are you OP?

26 y/o

i wish i could be mentally insane like you the pain wouldnt be that bad

If you actually need your mental faculties to live, you DO NOT WANT TO BE INSANE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES.

Worst is when you are going insane and YOU KNOW AND CAN FEEL IT

 

[Sniffles]

It's okay boyo, I also sometimes forget things, like wiping my ass after taking shit. Once I forgot and remembered it just before going to the bed, in the meantime all the shit got dried between my butt crack, so what I did was just scratched off all those shit flakes (yup, they were like powdered already) before going to bed.

Lmfao ew. Shit flakes.

 

[randomcel92]

It's okay boyo, I also sometimes forget things, like wiping my ass after taking shit. Once I forgot and remembered it just before going to the bed, in the meantime all the shit got dried between my butt crack, so what I did was just scratched off all those shit flakes (yup, they were like powdered already) before going to bed.

 

[RopeShow]

It's okay boyo, I also sometimes forget things, like wiping my ass after taking shit. Once I forgot and remembered it just before going to the bed, in the meantime all the shit got dried between my butt crack, so what I did was just scratched off all those shit flakes (yup, they were like powdered already) before going to bed.

Thanks bro. It's just that this thing has been happening for a few days already, and I cannot let it slide more, or one day I fear I might leave the gas open or an electrical appliance turned on, and then come back home one day just to find a pile of ash and debris.

I'm glad my memory is trash, mostly beacuse of such an anger filled childhood. hope u feel better OP

Thank you bro, I do feel better, had to rely on the cigs tho, by chatting here also helps a lot.

 

[r9kcel]

Not being able to sleep properly fucking sucks, I know how it feels. You can't be normal with 2-5 hours of sleep a night

 

[Reddit_is_for_cucks]

End is near for you

 

[Guest2]

Same I have short term memory loss in that I forget what I'm talking about, or a point in a debate or something. Can't remember shit that's just happened but if I focus on something for a few seconds, I can remember it basically forever. I Googled memory loss and maybe it has something to do with your sleeping? Do you sleep well and on time?.

 

[Deleted member 14866]

I can't sleep and I have to get backup in 2 hours

 

[Cuyen]

Remember always off the safety before u go
ER

 

[Dopecel]

What meds are you taking

 

[AsiaCel]

Sometimes I lose memory in things few minutes ago as well.

Side effects of being incel, nothing new.

 

[LDARBuddah]

Just ERmaxx broo0o0

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

Remember always off the safety before u go
ER

LOL WHY IS THIS GENIUS BANNED

 

[FinnCel]

I used to have that before I was diagnosed with thyroid problems and depression