SuicideFuel GOD I HATE THE HOLIDAYS

[SlayerSlayer]

I'm so ronery. Everyone has people to see and things to do. They are cherishing their vacation time and maximizing life-- but trucels like me LOATHE holidays because it only exposes how utterly and desperately ALONE and INSIGNIFICANT ugly friendless men are.

I had nothing to do today, so I walked around and drank a milkshake, and took onerous lonely time ordering food asking for suggestions for no reason. I also purposefully used a slow/janky credit card just to waste time with the cashier so I would eventually have to use my better card. My life is utterly pointless. I am a wallet. A cog in the machine. If I became dust tomorrow it would take a year to realize I'm no longer here.

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

“Just be happy for others”

 

[SlayerSlayer]

“Just be happy for others”

and they say WE are the crazy ones

 

[TheDarkEnigma]

 

[Deleted member 36666]

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Brutal avi update, the happy rice is gone

I'm so ronery. Everyone has people to see and things to do. They are cherishing their vacation time and maximizing life-- but trucels like me LOATHE holidays because it only exposes how utterly and desperately ALONE and INSIGNIFICANT ugly friendless men are.

I had nothing to do today, so I walked around and drank a milkshake, and took onerous lonely time ordering food asking for suggestions for no reason. I also purposefully used a slow/janky credit card just to waste time with the cashier so I would eventually have to use my better card. My life is utterly pointless. I am a wallet. A cog in the machine. If I became dust tomorrow it would take a year to realize I'm no longer here.

JHC
This is total defeat, I rarely read things this depressing.
It may seem counterintuitive, but just don't go outside. Seeing people as a trucel makes you feel more lonely than actually being isolated.

 

[Restart80]

I'm so ronery. Everyone has people to see and things to do. They are cherishing their vacation time and maximizing life-- but trucels like me LOATHE holidays because it only exposes how utterly and desperately ALONE and INSIGNIFICANT ugly friendless men are.

I had nothing to do today, so I walked around and drank a milkshake, and took onerous lonely time ordering food asking for suggestions for no reason. I also purposefully used a slow/janky credit card just to waste time with the cashier so I would eventually have to use my better card. My life is utterly pointless. I am a wallet. A cog in the machine. If I became dust tomorrow it would take a year to realize I'm no longer here.

Scrolled up after my reply. JFL