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When I talk with others I am treated like an annoyance - basically some stuff that happened:
In school I even tried to do the homework for some people because I just wanted to be their friend and I also helped them to cheat exams, as soon as I wasn't needed I was thrown away like an article of daily use (suddenly even a "Hello!" was too much to ask). I was the starter friend for every new kid in class, the first to talk to them and for a while it was good, but I was left as soon as a better alternative could be found - don't get me wrong: Friendships with males aren't different than other relationships nowadays, only monkeybranching.
"But you never visited parties!" - no, I was never invited into a private one, but I was on the public parties in high school/in university meet-ups, even tried to engage in conversations with others, but I was always rejected. I will also not go into parties anymore because it is always the same and maybe one day a white knight might decide to beat my head in because I was making muh lady uncomfortable (don't think that people with white knight mentality are only weak soys/betas, sadly many "alpha males"/muscular dudes are also giga-simps, but aren't refered as such due to chad worshipping in society). If I tried to talk to others on a party with alcohol involved, they would probably only kick my teeth out. Or I would be robbed/scammed, because I am not "streetwise"/"savy". Don't get me wrong: I am only alive at this point because it is illegal to kill me (this is my firm belief).
Jfl, people and their completely retarded assumptions - when you gave up after having tried everything from kindergarden to your job life, people tell you that you are and always have been lazy. They know nothing, but are always so eager to judge and make assumptions although they have no idea what shit people have been through.
- in elementary school:
- pretending like I didn't exist
- insulting me
- physically attacking me
- in higher education (high school/university):
- walking away (this happened extremely often, in one occasion it happend in a city I didn't know with some people I considered to be my friends, I walked around for hours until my feet where bloody due to ill-fitting shoes before I found the right way back, this also happened in jobs, when I am busy with something they just go away)
- rolling with the eyes
- telling me to "Piss off!"/keep to myself
- giving one-word answers
- suddenly having no time
In school I even tried to do the homework for some people because I just wanted to be their friend and I also helped them to cheat exams, as soon as I wasn't needed I was thrown away like an article of daily use (suddenly even a "Hello!" was too much to ask). I was the starter friend for every new kid in class, the first to talk to them and for a while it was good, but I was left as soon as a better alternative could be found - don't get me wrong: Friendships with males aren't different than other relationships nowadays, only monkeybranching.
"But you never visited parties!" - no, I was never invited into a private one, but I was on the public parties in high school/in university meet-ups, even tried to engage in conversations with others, but I was always rejected. I will also not go into parties anymore because it is always the same and maybe one day a white knight might decide to beat my head in because I was making muh lady uncomfortable (don't think that people with white knight mentality are only weak soys/betas, sadly many "alpha males"/muscular dudes are also giga-simps, but aren't refered as such due to chad worshipping in society). If I tried to talk to others on a party with alcohol involved, they would probably only kick my teeth out. Or I would be robbed/scammed, because I am not "streetwise"/"savy". Don't get me wrong: I am only alive at this point because it is illegal to kill me (this is my firm belief).
Jfl, people and their completely retarded assumptions - when you gave up after having tried everything from kindergarden to your job life, people tell you that you are and always have been lazy. They know nothing, but are always so eager to judge and make assumptions although they have no idea what shit people have been through.
