Another day, another mental breakdown..
To be alive is cucked because you are made out of a Betabuxx realationships and even worse your cells dosen't give a fuck about you, because they didn't let you to end it even if you suffer... that hope in your cells are cucked and flawed and pathetic.
Basically you are slave to your needs if you look closely deeper in yourself you will realize your cells make every decision in your life, even decision to suicide, your mind only reflects the events and decisions that you made and shows the truth, if you reflect deeply at your life and ask this questions:
-Why i can't suicide?(I attempted alrdy4x[UWSL]) [/UWSL]
-Why i feel anxiety, when i attempt to suicide, even if it's logical to end it and you want it but something is stopping you?
Let me tell you what is stopping you to end it for good.
-YOU are food water and oxygen without them you cannot exist:
-The Cells are the basic building blocks of all living things. The human body is composed of trillions of cells. They provide structure for the body, take in nutrients from food, convert those nutrients into energy, and carry out specialized functions.
Without nutrition, fluids and oxygen you are nothing look at people who are starving.
-The Cells decide.. because they build the whole body you are just a bitch, slave to them they only want to procreate to live forever through another body.
-They don't have morals they will do everything and anything to procreate to live on through another body, but now we have a problem.
-They get selectiv(cells) because we are to many... and those cells are choosing the best genes(height, frame, face, money etc) and unattractive, poor cells are left to withered until they die.
-To be alive means to suffer until you die what a wonderful world.
i know that feeling that's ghosting nigga, she never liked you, she said that shit to defuse the situation. 
