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Thunderjaw
Greycel
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- Joined
- Jan 28, 2018
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Why do I even keep trying?
Fished a sad fat chick off whisper. Let her talk about her shitty abusive boyfriend. Complimented a few times. Seemed to go ok. She bitched about how bad the sex was with him and I offered and she said she liked the idea. Schedules supposedly meshed today and we made plans to meet...oh...about an hour and a half ago now?
Like she sent pictures of her butt plugs and told me she'd bring one and lube. Kik live pictures, lube and plug in hand. And no she never sent nudes.
Disappears about 6 hours ago. Sent her a few messages, and kik tells you if someone's not looked at their phone or like has been in kik but not read your thread and she was in kik like an hour ago and then not in kik when I sent a later message so she literally just didn't look at my thread after we'd agreed to meet.
Because all I am to women is an emotional tampon and the choice I seem to have is to accept that and get to talk to them or not accept it and pull some kinda sad MGTOW cope and try to pretend I am not desperate every minute of every single day for sexual intimacy.
Who am I kidding. I'll keep asking girls out. Some part of me believes that it's like the lottery maybe if I play enough my odds will come up.
Fished a sad fat chick off whisper. Let her talk about her shitty abusive boyfriend. Complimented a few times. Seemed to go ok. She bitched about how bad the sex was with him and I offered and she said she liked the idea. Schedules supposedly meshed today and we made plans to meet...oh...about an hour and a half ago now?
Like she sent pictures of her butt plugs and told me she'd bring one and lube. Kik live pictures, lube and plug in hand. And no she never sent nudes.
Disappears about 6 hours ago. Sent her a few messages, and kik tells you if someone's not looked at their phone or like has been in kik but not read your thread and she was in kik like an hour ago and then not in kik when I sent a later message so she literally just didn't look at my thread after we'd agreed to meet.
Because all I am to women is an emotional tampon and the choice I seem to have is to accept that and get to talk to them or not accept it and pull some kinda sad MGTOW cope and try to pretend I am not desperate every minute of every single day for sexual intimacy.
Who am I kidding. I'll keep asking girls out. Some part of me believes that it's like the lottery maybe if I play enough my odds will come up.