This is about the time when I seemingly pulled the best girl in my life. So I had this Oneitis, she's about my looks match, good face, she's turkish. I crushed on her for 7 MONTHS. Everyday for 7 months I was talking to her, I confessed my love to her, she found it "cute" but said she couldn't get into a relationship. I never gave up though, and asked her out numerous times over text. Until one day she said yes.
We got into a relationship, I was the happiest I'd ever been, my life was complete, the depression was fading away. One day before class I asked her for a hug, she rejected it and laughed in front of everyone, I was humiliated in front of my whole class (I looked so beta). Things went from bad to worse, I was holding her hand and talking in a group of people, the subject of marriage came up and my girlfriend (at the time) said "My future husband is going to be turkish". CUCKED. I was in utter disbelief but i tried to make humour of it and said "I'm not turkish?" and she said awww and laughed.
2 weeks into the relationship she takes me to a secluded place and tells me "we cant be together, I'm moving out the country soon, it's going to be hard to be together, let's break up now so there's no pain afterwards". I consent to this, all the while i feel like roping. Depression spiraled out of control. I was well and truly fucked.
Fast forward 12 months, I'm at a new college, a friend of hers comes up to me and says "have you seen her new boytfriend". My heart sank. I felt GUTTED. I told her to show me a pic, and the pic shows some fucking Persian Chad, buzzcut, flexing his muscles, good couple years older than her, gym rat, and I felt SO SO worthless. Of course she lied about moving, she just didn't want to be with me. Her friend tells my "ex gf" that I now know about her new relationship, and that i flipped when I heard about it.I then message her all angrily, and then she responds with "your acting differently now that you know I have a boyfriend". I ended the convo there. This is why I dont trust foids anymore, all they've ever done is manipulate me, She gave into having a relationship with me out of pity and no It wasn't my personality that was wrong because I helped her through such a dark time and I supported her 100% I would have given my life for her, but the threw it back in my face.
TL;DR - foid gets into relationship out of pity with me, there's no intimacy at ALL in the relationship, lies to get out of relationship, gets with chad later.
We got into a relationship, I was the happiest I'd ever been, my life was complete, the depression was fading away. One day before class I asked her for a hug, she rejected it and laughed in front of everyone, I was humiliated in front of my whole class (I looked so beta). Things went from bad to worse, I was holding her hand and talking in a group of people, the subject of marriage came up and my girlfriend (at the time) said "My future husband is going to be turkish". CUCKED. I was in utter disbelief but i tried to make humour of it and said "I'm not turkish?" and she said awww and laughed.
2 weeks into the relationship she takes me to a secluded place and tells me "we cant be together, I'm moving out the country soon, it's going to be hard to be together, let's break up now so there's no pain afterwards". I consent to this, all the while i feel like roping. Depression spiraled out of control. I was well and truly fucked.
Fast forward 12 months, I'm at a new college, a friend of hers comes up to me and says "have you seen her new boytfriend". My heart sank. I felt GUTTED. I told her to show me a pic, and the pic shows some fucking Persian Chad, buzzcut, flexing his muscles, good couple years older than her, gym rat, and I felt SO SO worthless. Of course she lied about moving, she just didn't want to be with me. Her friend tells my "ex gf" that I now know about her new relationship, and that i flipped when I heard about it.I then message her all angrily, and then she responds with "your acting differently now that you know I have a boyfriend". I ended the convo there. This is why I dont trust foids anymore, all they've ever done is manipulate me, She gave into having a relationship with me out of pity and no It wasn't my personality that was wrong because I helped her through such a dark time and I supported her 100% I would have given my life for her, but the threw it back in my face.
TL;DR - foid gets into relationship out of pity with me, there's no intimacy at ALL in the relationship, lies to get out of relationship, gets with chad later.
