There comes a point when you just can’t take it anymore. The endless requests, the constant demands, the work that piles up only to lead to absolutely nothing. It’s like running on a treadmill that’s stuck at full speed you’re sweating, you’re exhausted, but you’re not actually going anywhere. And for a guy in his mid-20s, already feeling the weight of loneliness and the pressure to figure life out, it’s enough to make you want to scream.
Every day feels like a loop. I wake up, check my phone, and there it is another message, another task, another expectation. It’s never enough. I do whats asked, go the extra mile, and for what? A pat on the back that never comes? A “thanks” that feels emptier than the silence that usually follows? It’s like Im pouring everything i have into a black hole, and no matter how much i give, its never enough to fill it.
And then the loneliness. It’s not just about being alone it’s about feeling invisible. Im surrounded by people, but no one really *sees* me. They see what i can do for them, how i can make their lives easier, but they don’t care about the toll it takes on me. Im the guy whosalways there, always reliable, always saying “yes” because i donz know how to say “no.” But who’s there for me when i need someone? Who’s asking how *you’re* doing?
The worst part is the creeping realization that none of this is leading anywhere. You’re working harder than ever, but it feels like you’re stuck in place. Your friends (assholes) are moving on getting promotions, starting relationships, building lives while you’re just trying to keep your head above water. It’s like you’re watching your life pass by from the sidelines, and no matter how much you hustle, you can’t seem to get in the game.
You start to wonder if it’s even worth it. Why keep saying “yes” when it only leaves you drained and unappreciated? Why keep pushing when it feels like you’re running in circles? The truth is, you’re tired - not just physically, but deep down in your soul. You’re tired of the bullshit, tired of the endless demands, tired of feeling like you’re giving everything and getting nothing in return.
Why I am Whitepilled now:
It’s not easy, and it won’t happen overnight. But if there’s one thing Ive learned from all this bullshit, it’s that you can’t keep living for everyone else. At some point, you have to start living for yourself. And maybe, just maybe, that’s where things will finally start to change.
Every day feels like a loop. I wake up, check my phone, and there it is another message, another task, another expectation. It’s never enough. I do whats asked, go the extra mile, and for what? A pat on the back that never comes? A “thanks” that feels emptier than the silence that usually follows? It’s like Im pouring everything i have into a black hole, and no matter how much i give, its never enough to fill it.
And then the loneliness. It’s not just about being alone it’s about feeling invisible. Im surrounded by people, but no one really *sees* me. They see what i can do for them, how i can make their lives easier, but they don’t care about the toll it takes on me. Im the guy whosalways there, always reliable, always saying “yes” because i donz know how to say “no.” But who’s there for me when i need someone? Who’s asking how *you’re* doing?
The worst part is the creeping realization that none of this is leading anywhere. You’re working harder than ever, but it feels like you’re stuck in place. Your friends (assholes) are moving on getting promotions, starting relationships, building lives while you’re just trying to keep your head above water. It’s like you’re watching your life pass by from the sidelines, and no matter how much you hustle, you can’t seem to get in the game.
You start to wonder if it’s even worth it. Why keep saying “yes” when it only leaves you drained and unappreciated? Why keep pushing when it feels like you’re running in circles? The truth is, you’re tired - not just physically, but deep down in your soul. You’re tired of the bullshit, tired of the endless demands, tired of feeling like you’re giving everything and getting nothing in return.
Why I am Whitepilled now:
It’s not easy, and it won’t happen overnight. But if there’s one thing Ive learned from all this bullshit, it’s that you can’t keep living for everyone else. At some point, you have to start living for yourself. And maybe, just maybe, that’s where things will finally start to change.
