Bulllying is rampant in all wings of society. Some people commit suicide over bullying/exclusion. The ones who don't cope by saying they got over it or retreating in society but they are merely coping. Bullying is extremely crippling and studies show it gives you brain damage while the bully gets a health boost.
https://time.com/96848/bullying-can-make-a-bully-healthier/ The cortisol from the bullying in your youth may effect your brain development and stunt your growth while increasing that of the bullies. i understand that these things are extremely deterministic but you have to realize that your stress levels are important. You can't develop as well when your body is constantly under stress. Woman feel sexually aroused seeing men get bullied and beaten up. Many normies have groups where they talk about subhumans and roast them while the victim remains unaware of this occurring. Exclusion is another form of bullying where a large body of people will adopt a bystander approach and exclude someone by not engaging with them socially, not telling them about social events outside the place they are forced to interact with the victim, having a negative sentiment about them when they are not present. This is a way for people to feel like good people while not directly bullying. It is the alternative virtue signaling approach when physical/verbal bullying directly becomes too politically incorrect. This will often happen in the later teen years onwards. Everyone takes part in this and nobody every reaches out to help victims of this. Instead they all contribute. Your therapist (if you are cucked and go to one) would have participated in this behavior while you are in school. They can do what they want and this world is extremely darwanistic but they are not by any means good people. In my opinion the reason many men in the past have resorted to violent action is due to being tortured socially by years. Most men never get to this point and just give up as their survival instinct is too strong. They cope that this was just highschool stuff when it continues for the rest of their lives.
You are delusional dude