That was the worst part honestly - its also what my parents feel for the past 35 years they resent working but are always talking about how they enjoy life lmfao.
Even worse if you have no car. You drive 6am over almost an hour with a bunch of sloppy bastards in a train to your soul ripping job where you stay for basically most of the day and then drive home again and then still need to do household, finance and eating something AND all while you know tommorow is the same.
Like FUCK
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And thats what I told my family too: If I dont find a girlfriend who stays commited to our relationship and helps me out there is no point in me even living because in the 2020 you just cant survive if you dont get outside help.
And I mean JUST SURVIVING not like GETTING anywhere like a fullfilling life.