It's Over Fucking kill me. I put myself in an embarrassing halloween costume only to get ignored...

[RetardedChinlet]

... and left in the corner to write this fucking post. While a pretty boy is hanging with a foid in his lap this very moment in front of me. While I thought I'd overcome my loneliness finally.

But no. I was a retard to think there was hope. I hate normies. I hate humanity. My existence is nothing but a series of rejections and humiliations

I want to leave right this instant to cry in my bed but I can't without losing my face entirely. I'm hating every second of my staying here but I have to keep going. This is pure pain. My bitterness is growing to epic proportions. I hate everyone and myself. I am an agent of evil.

 

[ezio6]

What are u a femboy costume?

 

[absolute penguin]

Chad posting from a party he went to

stfu fake ass bitch

 

[RetardedChinlet]

What are u a femboy costume?

Nothing that stupid. I'm wary of providing details but it's just a basic halloween costume while everyone else is just their casual, attractive themselves. I'm a ridiculous fucking freak who thought he could overcome his genetic prison.

 

[wereq]

I'm hating every second of my staying here but I have to keep going. This is pure pain.

Why do you have to keep going? Doesn't seem reasonable. Why not voice chat online with some fellow incels who are just as lonely as you?

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Chad posting from a party he went to

stfu fake ass bitch

It's a school related party you retard. Nobody invited or wanted me here.

 

[absolute penguin]

It's a school related party you retard. Nobody invited or wanted me here.

oh boo hoo Timmy

stfu real incels are 30 or older

 

[RuudVanNistelrooy]

Next time wear Art the clown costume.

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Leave and go do what you actually want to do.

Brings back bad memories of me storming out of my Primary school graduation party, crying. The last party I went to, one of the few.

You're fucking right. But walking out about an hour after my arrival would be beyond pathetic. I have to create a plausible cover story for the reality that "I was slapped to the face with reality and burst out crying like a bitch"

 

[ezio6]

Nothing that stupid. I'm wary of providing details but it's just a basic halloween costume while everyone else is just their casual, attractive themselves. I'm a ridiculous fucking freak who thought he could overcome his genetic prison.

Ive seen chad only use makeup and some blood in their face, why u decide to go ridiculous? Did ur friend prank u or something, brutal prank if its

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Why do you have to keep going? Doesn't seem reasonable. Why not voice chat online with some fellow incels who are just as lonely as you?

To save face.

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Ive seen chad only use makeup and some blood in their face, why u decide to go ridiculous? Did ur friend prank u or something, brutal prank if its

Because I got high on copium. Thought my low body fat would change things.

 

[wereq]

To save face.

Don't your peers hate your incel face?

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Orthodontists remain my blood enemies

 

[wereq]

Because I got high on copium. Thought my low body fat would change things.

If your face is recessed, weight loss won't save you.

 

[RetardedChinlet]

If your face is recessed, weight loss won't save you.

Yep, precisely. I shall preach this truth as long as I live.

Who cares about saving face around a bunch of normies who will forget about you a week after graduation (if that)?

Because I have rejection sensitive dysphoria. Social rejection drives me to mortal fear and anger. I need to try to arrange my life to minimize that

 

[RetardedChinlet]

But you have already been rejected, thus you do not feel comfortable in your current situation, right?

Are you planning on staying in contact with anyone there?

I am planning on remaining an hour or so to not make the "incel got freaked out" narrative too obvious. Give me a fucking break. I'm practically in shock here writing this post. I'm struggling not to burst out crying

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Is there a need to inform anybody about your unexpected departure? Be forthright with yourself and walk away from this situation with your head high.

They'd see. Give me a break. Let me overcome my shock here

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Every ounce of joy these normies feel brings me an equal amount of anger

 

[RetardedChinlet]

I see, it sounds like you are in a pickle. Do others there know/suspect that you are an inkwell, or is that something you believe they do?

100% they know or suspect. People began quickly avoiding me after I arrived

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Why did I ever doubt your wisdom, ER?

 

[RetardedChinlet]

My stomach dropped the moment I saw the pretty boy sitting a cross the room with a whore in his lap. I hate them both fiercely.

 

[RetardedChinlet]

I haven't even written about the time last saturday a group or normies mocked me in the bus. I was in a low mood midning my business only to hear them call me "a junkie" while I have never touched drugs in my life. I hate every one of them.

 

[RetardedChinlet]

I'm giving fate one more slim chance by trying to pretend I'm having fun here cause fuck it. It's all I have at this point.

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Niggers

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Fuck you

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Fuck you

Not you, my fellow incels. But humanity in general

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Do you consider yourself a masochist? Time has passed, albeit brief. Are you ready to leave now?

No, not at all. I'm basically cowering in the corner here to avoid the suffering of getting up and leaving with everyone seeing

 

[RetardedChinlet]

No, not at all. I'm basically cowering in the corner here to avoid the suffering of getting up and leaving with everyone seeing

I'm just terrified here

 

[RetardedChinlet]

The sounds of joy contrasting against the sadness withing me causes me burning hatred

 

[Glerforpus]

Wearing costumes only attracts people if they’re either: very good, or extremely over the top. Otherwise it’s just a waste brocel

But walking out about an hour after my arrival would be beyond pathetic

why not just say something came up?

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Wearing costumes only attracts people if they’re either: very good, or extremely over the top. Otherwise it’s just a waste brocel

why not just say something came up?

They would fucking realize. I came in with my hopes high, sworning on coming in to have fun. I'm a terrible liar.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

stfu real incels are 30 or older

I was rotting in a basement for several years without much social contact.

 

[RetardedChinlet]

I have no nation. Only enemies.

 

[Glerforpus]

They would fucking realize. I came in with my hopes high, sworning on coming in to have fun. I'm a terrible liar.

Do you talk to these people regularly? Otherwise I don’t see why it’s an issue. They’re probably more preoccupied with whatever they have rn than you

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Fucking normies, lying niggers making me think women weren't superficial. Liars. I hate them. Bunch of liars.

 

[Rivened]

Might as well keep an eye out for an opportunity to leave unnoticed but the quicker you leave it behind you, the better

You tried

Don't give too much thought about other's perpective, they really don't care about us positively. And most likely they'll be developing other memories that take much more priority than the memory or thought of the presence or absence of one of us

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Do you talk to these people regularly? Otherwise I don’t see why it’s an issue. They’re probably more preoccupied with whatever they have rn than you

Yeah, give me 40-60 min more and I'll probably do it. I'm still coming down from the shock. I had to hype myself up to make it here and here I am rotting on .is like any othet day. I am horrified of reality actually

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Might as well keep an eye out for an opportunity to leave unnoticed but the quicker you leave it behind you, the better

You tried

Don't give too much thought about other's perpective, they really don't care about us positively. And most likely they'll be developing other memories that take much more priority than the memory or thought of the presence or absence of one of us

I agree bro

 

[RetardedChinlet]

I'm actually impressed I've survived an hour past posting this thread. I'm eager to jump in my bed to let the pent up tears finally flow

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Lying nigger fucks

 

[RetardedChinlet]

I hate the pretty boy with the foid. I hate the foid. Why the fuck did think some running and dieting would change a fucking thing?

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Whores

 

[RetardedChinlet]

I can not stand the shame

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Liars

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Niggers

 

[SayanimCel]

Update?

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Update?

Yeah I'm home now... The party died soonish which allowed me to leave without losing much face. I also got over my sadness in the meanwhile so I didn't end up crying.

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Imagine going to a party

True

 

[BraincelsRefugee]

It's a school related party you retard. Nobody invited or wanted me here.

Brootal as fuck. But JFL at you for not skipping or faking sick to stay home