I hate spring & summer especially spring when after winter it's the time when normies go out and walk EVERYWHERE. They can stay in the middle of a sidewalk and kiss each other and they don't care that other people would like to go straight but they couldn't because of them.
Today I was on a pizza with my mum (she is the only person which would like to go with me to a restaurant). When we were coming back home I saw a lot of fuckin pairs walking on sidewalks. They held their hands and looked happy. Because of that I decided to go to a cemetry and smoke. I feel connection with people who sleep here. I want to join to them. There is no help for me, 5'6 - it's over. I would like to get a chance for normal happy life from a girl, but it's only a fuckin imagination which is impossible. I wish I died...
Today I was on a pizza with my mum (she is the only person which would like to go with me to a restaurant). When we were coming back home I saw a lot of fuckin pairs walking on sidewalks. They held their hands and looked happy. Because of that I decided to go to a cemetry and smoke. I feel connection with people who sleep here. I want to join to them. There is no help for me, 5'6 - it's over. I would like to get a chance for normal happy life from a girl, but it's only a fuckin imagination which is impossible. I wish I died...
