You have to grind through middle and high school, some of the most brutal times of our lives. It is likely a time of boredom, loneliness, bullying, exclusion and hopelessness, now multiply those feelings by 3 and you get College. Then in college, you have to pick the right degree and spend years to pass it in hopes of getting a secured financial career.
But I've came to the realization that connections are the only thing that matter in this bullshit world. Some of my classmates instantly good employed via a handout by a company, others were employed by other friends, others were placed right into some extremely good jobs for their age via parents. It made me realize that employment wasn't really what it was.
I never had a father to guide me into a career, I had to go off the shit choices of my mother and myself alone, a fucking 14 y/o jfl. So not only did I have noone to help me through this, I had noone with connections to help me out. Your opportunities are small, you're forced to start at the bottom and work twice as hard than most people will ever have to.
School has been the most traumatic thing in my life, it is a facility of isolation. A cage where the havers bully the have- nots into suicide and dropping out, where the only thing that matters is connection and knowing the right people. I've had so many nightmares and terrible experiences that it alone has made me into a giga- high- inhib NEET that can barely stand being in public.
But I've came to the realization that connections are the only thing that matter in this bullshit world. Some of my classmates instantly good employed via a handout by a company, others were employed by other friends, others were placed right into some extremely good jobs for their age via parents. It made me realize that employment wasn't really what it was.
I never had a father to guide me into a career, I had to go off the shit choices of my mother and myself alone, a fucking 14 y/o jfl. So not only did I have noone to help me through this, I had noone with connections to help me out. Your opportunities are small, you're forced to start at the bottom and work twice as hard than most people will ever have to.
School has been the most traumatic thing in my life, it is a facility of isolation. A cage where the havers bully the have- nots into suicide and dropping out, where the only thing that matters is connection and knowing the right people. I've had so many nightmares and terrible experiences that it alone has made me into a giga- high- inhib NEET that can barely stand being in public.
