fuck no courage to rope

[patheticmanletcel]

trying this http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/hanging/short-drop/simple-suspension, tied a stupid belt to the window grille but i have no courage to do it

 

[KyloRen Jr.]

If you have no courage to rope, then you won't have the couRAGE to ERadicate your enemies.

 

[patheticmanletcel]

If you have no courage to rope, then you won't have the couRAGE to ERadicate your enemies.

fuck i just cant do it man im afraid the belt will break eventually and i will just get brain damage and not really die

 

[KyloRen Jr.]

fuck i just cant do it man im afraid the belt will break eventually and i will just get brain damage and not really die

Yes, that is possible I think. A rational fear. Do you have access to guns where you live?

 

[patheticmanletcel]

Yes, that is possible I think. A rational fear. Do you have access to guns where you live?

no, this is my only option right now, i thought about throwing myself in front of a truck but also didnt have the courage to

 

[gideon]

try lsd before you rope. might change how you look at things

 

[patheticmanletcel]

fuck that belt is just there, waiting for me, but im just too much of a coward to do it

 

[KyloRen Jr.]

no, this is my only option right now, i thought about throwing myself in front of a truck but also didnt have the courage to

I think throwing yourself off of a tall building would produce better results, but still be difficult to build up the courage for,

 

[patheticmanletcel]

fuck man i cant believe im gonna chicken out again fuck

 

[gideon]

dude, dont kill yourself. thats a risky way to do it anyways

 

[nausea]

If you have no courage to rope, then you won't have the couRAGE to ERadicate your enemies.

what is this alt now

 

[Falling]

Why force it? It will come naturally when you are ready.

 

[Indari]

try lsd before you rope. might change how you look at things

I am going to drop with someone soon. how did it affect you?

 

[_incelinside]

Give it up man. Just cope instead

 

[Deleted member 3291]

just cope

 

[Juxtaposition6]

Cope, it's better than dying.

 

[FeminismsCancer]

Try to buy concentrated sulphuric acid and formic acid to generate CO.

 

[gideon]

I am going to drop with someone soon. how did it affect you?

You're about to find out lol I'll just say it's a ride

 

[Indari]

You're about to find out lol I'll just say it's a ride

i already did it was shit

 

[gideon]

i already did it was shit

You probably got RC then. I don't see how you could drop for the first time and not have any revelations...unless you have experience with psychedelics.

 

[Indari]

You probably got RC then. I don't see how you could drop for the first time and not have any revelations...unless you have experience with psychedelics.

i actually felt the opposite, that psychedelics are just chemicals with strange effects and everyone just projects meaning onto the experience

 

[gideon]

i actually felt the opposite, that psychedelics are just chemicals with strange effects and everyone just projects meaning onto the experience

For me it was just the fact that you are able to feel that way. Your reality is attached to your sober perceptions, but which reality is "right". It taught me that there are different forms of existing.

 

[Newbite]

Dont do it brotha. Turn to God/religion.