RageFuel Fuck my family (long)

[FuckHOA]

So I just wanted to get out of my room to go eat and my step dad gets mad at me for wanting to get a perm when curly hair is more attractive than my curry infected hair and he told me.

"You need to learn to love yourself. If you want someone to love you then you need to love yourself first."

Him saying that decided that was going to be the last straw and I told him "How can I love myself if nobody loved me?" and that made me snap and decide to go a little more intense with the blackpill and I say "Family love means nothing" and he began to chimpout like a nigger at me and made me apologize and fuck no I didn't then he forced me to have a seat and he asked me "This is how men have conversations." since when did being a man have anything to do with some fatass faggot chimping out at me but I stood my ground this time and didn't let him scare me because he loves using intimidation to make me obey.

Of course my step dad being a christfag had to gaslight me on not only his red and bluepilled beliefs but he also had to tell me

"CoMe BaCk To CHuRcH anD gOd wiLL GIvE YOu A WOmaN"

"YoU NeeD TO loVe YOUrSeLF"

And I tried to tell my parents how I have been rejected, called ugly and harshly treated by foids and my step dad gaslit men again with "You rejected yourself" no fuck that!! Foids rejected me! I also tried to show my parents how corrupt foids are and my mom told me

"They dont have high standards, you dont have to be 6 ft, you dont have to be NT and you dont have to be a millionaire"

I tried and tried but they are so fucking stubborn. My step dad asked me why I am so anti-god is because god ruthlessly cucked me and I prayed and prayed for a gf for years and years and he didnt do anything, my step dad tries to justify it with the classic

"He has a plan for you"

Wtf is the plan? Have me ascend with some rotten hag roastie? If so fuck you god. I am not even joking my step dad told me "If you share your autism with the world I guarantee you will inspire millions" no thanks nigger I already did that and got ruthlessly bullied for it, cant risk it.

Now my mom spoke at me in an intimidating voice and told me

"If you don't fix your negative mindset I will call your worker and you will not be allowed to work, go to college, do jiu jitsu and muay thai and you will work on your mind and social skills"

First off I will not allow that to happen, if they try to take my job I will fight because I actually like this job.

"If you arent happy single you wont be happy in a relationship" my mom said this and I feel so fucking angry because this line pisses me off so hard, its like telling a homeless person "If you arent happy homeless you wont be happy in a house" then she tries to compare literal drugs to a relationship like "If a drug addict isnt happy here they wont be happy there" and my mom just kept telling me "A woman isnt going to fix you" normfags would do anything but give us a relationship

The end part was worse tho because my mom now said "You are not allowed to get a girlfriend until you fix yourself because if you are angry single you will be angry in a relationship and possibly hurt your gf" WHY DO THEY ASSUME I WILL HURT SOMEONE FOR WANTING TO BE LOVED AND HAVE SOMEONE PROVE I CAN BE LOVED?!?!?!?

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!!!

I cant wait to fucking move out. I took a shit ton of benadryl because of this event yesterday.

Should I call my worker myself and tell her about whats going on so my parents cant force me into tutoring?

@Grodd @VintageCarCoper @Left4DeadKoala @DarkStar

 

[Darth Aries]

"You need to learn to love yourself. If you want someone to love you then you need to love yourself first."

Meanwhile there are Chads that self hate and still drown in pussy

 

[FuckHOA]

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Meanwhile there are Chads that self hate and still drown in pussy

I literally should have told her this.

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

Glad you're alive

 

[FuckHOA]

Glad you're alive

Tyrone revived me.

That was barely shit.

 

[TheCatMan]

Then start going to church and when you still don't get girls ask him why.

 

[Stupid Clown]

What cruel cunts

 

[FuckHOA]

Then start going to church and when you still don't get girls ask him why.

Already did and if I do it again he will say "GoDS PlAn"

 

[FuckHOA]

What cruel cunts

Fr, I wished I recorded the "conversation" so I can share it with the forum

 

[FuckHOA]

@TheTroonAnnihilator

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

Tyrone revived me.

That was barely shit.

Did you see anything during your trip? Like the hat man?

 

[FuckHOA]

Did you see anything during your trip? Like the hat man?

No, I just felt heavy headed so I fell asleep

 

[chudjak]

Read it all. I'm sorry for you but you need to stop arguing with family, just pretend to be normie to them. They will NEVER understand and trying to force them to will only hurt you and probably make them give you less then they would otherwise

 

[FuckHOA]

I cant wait to fucking rope

 

[FuckHOA]

Read it all. I'm sorry for you but you need to stop arguing with family, just pretend to be normie to them. They will NEVER understand and trying to force them to will only hurt you and probably make them give you less then they would otherwise

Thanks, I just felt so angry with their blue and redpill nonsense I decided to confront them about it.

"A perM IsnT GOinG tO aTTRaCt woMen" so they admit a haircut isnt going to work.

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

Read it all. I'm sorry for you but you need to stop arguing with family, just pretend to be normie to them. They will NEVER understand and trying to force them to will only hurt you and probably make them give you less then they would otherwise

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

Never talk to your family about any of this shit. They'll make your life even more miserable.

If you need to vent you have us.

 

[FuckHOA]

Never talk to your family about any of this shit. They'll make your life even more miserable.

If you need to vent you have us.

I had to because I couldnt stand the gaslighting anymore

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

I had to because I couldnt stand the gaslighting anymore

I understand, but now they will think you have a mental illness or something. Not to mention if your family is spiteful like my own they will bring it up sometimes to demean you. Just act like a normie.

Whenever someone asks you if you're alright they never actually wanna know. They just ask so they themselves don't feel like assholes. So when they ask how you're feeling always say that you're fine.

 

[FuckHOA]

I understand, but now they will think you have a mental illness or something. Not to mention if your family is spiteful like my own they will bring it up sometimes to demean you. Just act like a normie.

They likely already knew I have been mentally ill before this because they knew I was suicidal in 2021

Whenever someone asks you if you're alright they never actually wanna know. They just ask so they themselves don't feel like assholes. So when they ask how you're feeling always say that you're fine.

 

[Apex.Koala]

"CoMe BaCk To CHuRcH anD gOd wiLL GIvE YOu A WOmaN"

"YoU NeeD TO loVe YOUrSeLF"

Is your stepdad high on ?

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

They likely already knew I have been mentally ill before this because they knew I was suicidal in 2021

The most brutal thing for us is that we have to pretend that everything is fine in a sea of insanity.

Literally this meme here

 

[FuckHOA]

Is your stepdad high on ?

He is more on the side tbh

 

[Da_Yunez]

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Meanwhile there are Chads that self hate and still drown in pussy

Chad can be a inch away from blowing his brains out with a .450 Bushmater, and will still slay, why? if she actually loved you she would worry about you.

 

[FuckHOA]

Chad can be a inch away from blowing his brains out with a .450 Bushmater, and will still slay, why? if she actually loved you she would worry about you.

Going to be me soon, 9mm is my ticket out of here.

 

[Grodd]

What cruel cunts

 

[Grodd]

"You are not allowed to get a girlfriend until you fix yourself because if you are angry single you will be angry in a relationship and possibly hurt your gf"

 

[ViciousKanga]

normies are heartless. sorry to hear this brother

 

[Da_Yunez]

So I just wanted to get out of my room to go eat and my step dad gets mad at me for wanting to get a perm when curly hair is more attractive than my curry infected hair and he told me.

"You need to learn to love yourself. If you want someone to love you then you need to love yourself first."

loving yourself if nobody loves you is plain self delusion at this point, by nature humans are social creatures, we have the curse of being shackled to our nature as social beings, therefore we crave external validation as a necessity to keep ourselves psychologically healthy

Him saying that decided that was going to be the last straw and I told him "How can I love myself if nobody loved me?" and that made me snap and decide to go a little more intense with the blackpill and I say "Family love means nothing" and he began to chimpout like a nigger at me and made me apologize and fuck no I didn't then he forced me to have a seat and he asked me "This is how men have conversations." since when did being a man have anything to do with some fatass faggot chimping out at me but I stood my ground this time and didn't let him scare me because he loves using intimidation to make me obey.

fuck him, a conversation does not involve being such an stuck up retard.

Of course my step dad being a christfag had to gaslight me on not only his red and bluepilled beliefs but he also had to tell me

"CoMe BaCk To CHuRcH anD gOd wiLL GIvE YOu A WOmaN"

"YoU NeeD TO loVe YOUrSeLF"

christfaggery at this point is a massive cope to keep reject, invalid men productive mang, holy fucking shit.

And I tried to tell my parents how I have been rejected, called ugly and harshly treated by foids and my step dad gaslit men again with "You rejected yourself" no fuck that!! Foids rejected me! I also tried to show my parents how corrupt foids are and my mom told me

"They dont have high standards, you dont have to be 6 ft, you dont have to be NT and you dont have to be a millionaire"

I tried and tried but they are so fucking stubborn. My step dad asked me why I am so anti-god is because god ruthlessly cucked me and I prayed and prayed for a gf for years and years and he didnt do anything, my step dad tries to justify it with the classic

such egregious bullshit

"He has a plan for you"



Wtf is the plan? Have me ascend with some rotten hag roastie? If so fuck you god. I am not even joking my step dad told me "If you share your autism with the world I guarantee you will inspire millions" no thanks nigger I already did that and got ruthlessly bullied for it, cant risk it.

his plan is for you to rot in .is and discord

Now my mom spoke at me in an intimidating voice and told me

"If you don't fix your negative mindset I will call your worker and you will not be allowed to work, go to college, do jiu jitsu and muay thai and you will work on your mind and social skills"

just work on your brain structure bro!!!!! just work on your forever fucked up brain chemistry compounded from years worth of negative reinforcement!!!,
your parents are fucking cunts mang, imagine depriving you of your hobbies, of your own income through a job, just because you are a sub5 who dares to talk about his situation? JFL

First off I will not allow that to happen, if they try to take my job I will fight because I actually like this job.

"If you arent happy single you wont be happy in a relationship" my mom said this and I feel so fucking angry because this line pisses me off so hard, its like telling a homeless person "If you arent happy homeless you wont be happy in a house" then she tries to compare literal drugs to a relationship like "If a drug addict isnt happy here they wont be happy there" and my mom just kept telling me "A woman isnt going to fix you" normfags would do anything but give us a relationship

then why every normfag's life on earth at least improves somewhat after getting a gf? and they have the audacity to say shit like this to us?

The end part was worse tho because my mom now said "You are not allowed to get a girlfriend until you fix yourself because if you are angry single you will be angry in a relationship and possibly hurt your gf" WHY DO THEY ASSUME I WILL HURT SOMEONE FOR WANTING TO BE LOVED AND HAVE SOMEONE PROVE I CAN BE LOVED?!?!?!?

"You are not allowed to get a girlfriend, you didnt rot enough on discord and you didnt cope enough" imagine thinking a reject man will hurt a girl that treats him like a human being for the first time in his life? peak retardness right there

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!!!

I cant wait to fucking move out. I took a shit ton of benadryl because of this event yesterday.

Should I call my worker myself and tell her about whats going on so my parents cant force me into tutoring?

@Grodd @VintageCarCoper @Left4DeadKoala @DarkStar

tell em

 

[Da_Yunez]

Already did and if I do it again he will say "GoDS PlAn"

gods plan is for you to rot in .is and die at a young age due to Blunt Force Trauma during a wrestling match

 

[Da_Yunez]

Going to be me soon, 9mm is my ticket out of here.

Same in like 20 years from now

 

[FuckHOA]

@Fat Link can you move to bunker pls? Thx saar

 

[FuckHOA]

gods plan is for you to rot in .is and die at a young age due to Blunt Force Trauma during a wrestling match

God is a fucking nigger

 

[slapthatsillywilly]

Your parents are fucking retarded and there's no sense trying to have a conversation about this with them, they simply aren't capable of understanding. If relationships aren't needed to be happy, why not just divorce right now?

 

[FuckHOA]

Your parents are fucking retarded and there's no sense trying to have a conversation about this with them, they simply aren't capable of understanding.

I had to do what needed to be done.

If relationships aren't needed to be happy, why not just divorce right now?

The male suicides in question are single lonely men.

 

[VintageCarCoper]

Your family sucks like crazy. I wouldn’t do anything more than necessary for them

 

[CuntHater]

Already did and if I do it again he will say "GoDS PlAn"

God doesn't exist, and if he does, fuck him for bestowing the fate of inceldom upon us.

 

[FuckHOA]

God doesn't exist, and if he does, fuck him for bestowing the fate of inceldom upon us.

Fuck god for making me miss out on teen love.

 

[CuntHater]

Hail Satan all the way

 

[Da_Yunez]

Fuck god for making me miss out on teen love.

fuck god for making me an sub5 autist

 

[FuckHOA]

fuck god for making me an sub5 autist

Then my step dad blames the devil that I dont have a relationshit with god. Satan at least isnt going to intentionally deprive me from love

 

[turbosperg]

Should I call my worker myself and tell her about whats going on so my parents cant force me into tutoring?

Don't. She's not your friend or therapist.

Dude, if you're non-NT it's over for you. Don't get angry, don't start fights, don't chimpout. Just accept. You were born non-NT, that means normies will never accept you. Forget about love, it is not for you. Just make some money and buy your copes, and don't make enemies, as normies already hate you.

 

[FuckHOA]

Don't. She's not your friend or therapist.

Dude, if you're non-NT it's over for you. Don't get angry, don't start fights, don't chimpout. Just accept. You were born non-NT, that means normies will never accept you. Forget about love, it is not for you. Just make some money and buy your copes, and don't make enemies, as normies already hate you.

My only cope is t rope with a 9mm

 

[turbosperg]

My only cope is t rope with a 9mm

you want to die because you're sad you can't have the life you want. Just cope in peace, bro. That life never existed for us autists, it just isn't real for us. It's meant to be a dream for normies to chase, to keep them in the rat race.

 

[over_department]

Meanwhile there are Chads that self hate and still drown in pussy

 

[PrototypeCel]

So I just wanted to get out of my room to go eat and my step dad gets mad at me for wanting to get a perm when curly hair is more attractive than my curry infected hair and he told me.

"You need to learn to love yourself. If you want someone to love you then you need to love yourself first."

Him saying that decided that was going to be the last straw and I told him "How can I love myself if nobody loved me?" and that made me snap and decide to go a little more intense with the blackpill and I say "Family love means nothing" and he began to chimpout like a nigger at me and made me apologize and fuck no I didn't then he forced me to have a seat and he asked me "This is how men have conversations." since when did being a man have anything to do with some fatass faggot chimping out at me but I stood my ground this time and didn't let him scare me because he loves using intimidation to make me obey.

Of course my step dad being a christfag had to gaslight me on not only his red and bluepilled beliefs but he also had to tell me

"CoMe BaCk To CHuRcH anD gOd wiLL GIvE YOu A WOmaN"

"YoU NeeD TO loVe YOUrSeLF"

And I tried to tell my parents how I have been rejected, called ugly and harshly treated by foids and my step dad gaslit men again with "You rejected yourself" no fuck that!! Foids rejected me! I also tried to show my parents how corrupt foids are and my mom told me

"They dont have high standards, you dont have to be 6 ft, you dont have to be NT and you dont have to be a millionaire"

I tried and tried but they are so fucking stubborn. My step dad asked me why I am so anti-god is because god ruthlessly cucked me and I prayed and prayed for a gf for years and years and he didnt do anything, my step dad tries to justify it with the classic

"He has a plan for you"

Wtf is the plan? Have me ascend with some rotten hag roastie? If so fuck you god. I am not even joking my step dad told me "If you share your autism with the world I guarantee you will inspire millions" no thanks nigger I already did that and got ruthlessly bullied for it, cant risk it.

Now my mom spoke at me in an intimidating voice and told me

"If you don't fix your negative mindset I will call your worker and you will not be allowed to work, go to college, do jiu jitsu and muay thai and you will work on your mind and social skills"

First off I will not allow that to happen, if they try to take my job I will fight because I actually like this job.

"If you arent happy single you wont be happy in a relationship" my mom said this and I feel so fucking angry because this line pisses me off so hard, its like telling a homeless person "If you arent happy homeless you wont be happy in a house" then she tries to compare literal drugs to a relationship like "If a drug addict isnt happy here they wont be happy there" and my mom just kept telling me "A woman isnt going to fix you" normfags would do anything but give us a relationship

The end part was worse tho because my mom now said "You are not allowed to get a girlfriend until you fix yourself because if you are angry single you will be angry in a relationship and possibly hurt your gf" WHY DO THEY ASSUME I WILL HURT SOMEONE FOR WANTING TO BE LOVED AND HAVE SOMEONE PROVE I CAN BE LOVED?!?!?!?

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!!!

I cant wait to fucking move out. I took a shit ton of benadryl because of this event yesterday.

Should I call my worker myself and tell her about whats going on so my parents cant force me into tutoring?

@Grodd @VintageCarCoper @Left4DeadKoala @DarkStar

real
everything you said in this was spot on about my life and family
the gaslighting is insane
honestly fuck my family for dooming me to a life of suffering and mediocrity
it really sucks that the only way my life can become "better" is by having it become worse through wagecucking and apartment lonelinessmaxxing
this is what my parents set me up for and if i complain
im basically told to man up

 

[Scatius Deletus]

Leave that shithole as soon as possible

 

[PrototypeCel]

"You need to learn to love yourself. If you want someone to love you then you need to love yourself first."

some foid who lead me on for years told me this on my birthday of all days

Of course my step dad being a christfag had to gaslight me on not only his red and bluepilled beliefs but he also had to tell me

"CoMe BaCk To CHuRcH anD gOd wiLL GIvE YOu A WOmaN"

"YoU NeeD TO loVe YOUrSeLF"

my mom tells me this all the time

"He has a plan for you"

Wtf is the plan? Have me ascend with some rotten hag roastie? If so fuck you god. I am not even joking my step dad told me "If you share your autism with the world I guarantee you will inspire millions" no thanks nigger I already did that and got ruthlessly bullied for it, cant risk it.

yeah ive been bullied at work so many times and they literally gaslight me like it didnt happen and i can only imagine trying to get a woman now
would be suifuel at least

 

[FuckHOA]

Leave that shithole as soon as possible
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Im working on it

 

[Adolf Kitler]

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