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I am at a point where I am happier alone than spending time with so-called "friends"/family. Friendships are a bad joke anyways, look at a friend circle and see how differently women/men are treated. The things that are considered intolerable when they come from a male get excused all the time when a female does them, as soon as a female enters a friend circle everything only revolves around her, furthermore friendships are nothing more than monkeybranching, as soon as a better option arrives you are pushed away.
As a low status male you are the butt of every joke, nothing you say gets treated in a serious way, they only mock you, because they think that you prefer bad company over no company at all and that's why they think that you will tolerate their jokes - and when you call them out they will accuse you of being unable to laugh about yourself, but there is a difference between being able to laugh about yourself and being a doormat that will take everything like a cuck and gladly accept an existence as a joke figure. They want you to listen for hours to their stupid/retarded bullshit that you don't even remotely care about, when you say something they tell you to "Shut up!", they think that they are free to analyze/pathologize/criticize/comment everything you do and give unsolicited advice all the time. Everything because they know that you have little to no alternatives and that you prefer that shit over nothing.
Well - not anymore, I prefer being completely alone over talking to others because they are nothing more than annoyance, this is representative of my contempt for all human beings due to their words/deeds. I am about to end the last irl "friendship" I have. I am growing sick of everything, I will also delete all my media where I still talk to other persons (like Discord/WhatsApp), so that I won't have the desire to contact anyone again and nobody has the ability to contact me. I have no interest in talking to other people anymore (a mutual feeling). All I want to do is sitting in my room, listening to music and doing nothing - this life has killed me. My so-called "friends" have been playing with fire, but over the years I gradually realized that human beings are truly worthless and that I can spend the day in my own inner world, with music, books and pornography without having to trouble myself with others - and it's also better for my nerves. I unironically don't differentiate between women and (normie/above normie) men anymore when it comes to hatred/contempt.
As a low status male you are the butt of every joke, nothing you say gets treated in a serious way, they only mock you, because they think that you prefer bad company over no company at all and that's why they think that you will tolerate their jokes - and when you call them out they will accuse you of being unable to laugh about yourself, but there is a difference between being able to laugh about yourself and being a doormat that will take everything like a cuck and gladly accept an existence as a joke figure. They want you to listen for hours to their stupid/retarded bullshit that you don't even remotely care about, when you say something they tell you to "Shut up!", they think that they are free to analyze/pathologize/criticize/comment everything you do and give unsolicited advice all the time. Everything because they know that you have little to no alternatives and that you prefer that shit over nothing.
Well - not anymore, I prefer being completely alone over talking to others because they are nothing more than annoyance, this is representative of my contempt for all human beings due to their words/deeds. I am about to end the last irl "friendship" I have. I am growing sick of everything, I will also delete all my media where I still talk to other persons (like Discord/WhatsApp), so that I won't have the desire to contact anyone again and nobody has the ability to contact me. I have no interest in talking to other people anymore (a mutual feeling). All I want to do is sitting in my room, listening to music and doing nothing - this life has killed me. My so-called "friends" have been playing with fire, but over the years I gradually realized that human beings are truly worthless and that I can spend the day in my own inner world, with music, books and pornography without having to trouble myself with others - and it's also better for my nerves. I unironically don't differentiate between women and (normie/above normie) men anymore when it comes to hatred/contempt.
