Friendship is not like you see in the movies or stories, as that does not exist. The reality is, all friendship is simply a temporal agreement to get along to go along with some comfort along the way. I've had five friendships that lasted ten years online, only for me to never hear from them again overtime, I became of an inferior class than those who they align themselves with IRL. The distancing between messaging widening, and before I knew it, I had been forgotten about. I'm sure many people here relate to this, you had a friend, or perhaps even several, who as you got older began drifting from you.
Chad's aren't best friends with Blackops2cel, Millionaires aren't friends with homeless people, civilised people aren't friends with drug dealers, etc. Step out of line on who you are perceived to be and you'll be replaced, but you will also be replaced if they find someone superior to you. Even normie's don't want to be seen in public with BlackOps2Cel.
In real life too, my best friend, the one who was helping me stay sane, ended the friendship because some idiot foid got in the way. We were such great friends, he was like an older brother, alas now I have nothing like that, but instead just bitter loneliness. I miss him a lot, I think of him often, I don't understand how our friendship could have so brutally ended, it's not fair. Since I lost this friend in particular, I develop extreme paranoia whenever I go outside as I can't tell whether people really are staring and whispering about me, or if it is in my head. It is crippling what loneliness can do to the mind.
A painful reminder is that when you die, and you can no longer speak, others will speak for you, and often will not have anything nice to say behind the scenes.
Since March, which is when I was left behind, my mental health is deteriorating day by day. I love this forum, but it most likely is not a good thing that 99% of my social interaction takes place on here, I wish I could spend more of my social life offline, but nobody wants to be my true close friend, and when I look at other people, I don't feel I'll ever be able to relate to them.
Chad's aren't best friends with Blackops2cel, Millionaires aren't friends with homeless people, civilised people aren't friends with drug dealers, etc. Step out of line on who you are perceived to be and you'll be replaced, but you will also be replaced if they find someone superior to you. Even normie's don't want to be seen in public with BlackOps2Cel.
In real life too, my best friend, the one who was helping me stay sane, ended the friendship because some idiot foid got in the way. We were such great friends, he was like an older brother, alas now I have nothing like that, but instead just bitter loneliness. I miss him a lot, I think of him often, I don't understand how our friendship could have so brutally ended, it's not fair. Since I lost this friend in particular, I develop extreme paranoia whenever I go outside as I can't tell whether people really are staring and whispering about me, or if it is in my head. It is crippling what loneliness can do to the mind.
A painful reminder is that when you die, and you can no longer speak, others will speak for you, and often will not have anything nice to say behind the scenes.
Since March, which is when I was left behind, my mental health is deteriorating day by day. I love this forum, but it most likely is not a good thing that 99% of my social interaction takes place on here, I wish I could spend more of my social life offline, but nobody wants to be my true close friend, and when I look at other people, I don't feel I'll ever be able to relate to them.
