like most of the things , friends are too a cope and a bad one... There used to be a time when i had no friends , i was so lonely that i was trying to cope my way through vidya and reading literature. Loniliness is a very intense shitty feeling. I remember in the summer time i was walking by thr coastline all alone , Seeing other people hanging out with their friends and shit . I was so jealous of them . I wished i had friends to hang out like them. Whatever, time passed and college started. THere i managed to make a few social circles . Some of these circles even consists of non-dumb npc normies and some do not. However, surpassing such loniliness hasn't made me any happier. It's just made me realize that when i hang out with rfriends i dont enjoy anything , i dont have fun . Only thing they provide is to not feel lonely or alienated that usually happens in extreme isolation. After a few meetings with those friends there will be nothing to talk to or any other activities. You'll do the same things and talk the same shit over and over. I imagined how my last summer would be like if i had a girlfriend ? I can imagine lots of activities we could do together that can not be done with '''friends'''. THe whole summer could be great. Friends are only a cope just like vidya and other things ...
