Serious Frankly I don’t deserve my life, should I end it. I want to leave this site I shouldn’t be here or anywhere online as I am evil

[JimMilton]

My life is perfect, I don’t deserve it because at my core I’m a covert narcissistic, and I’ve been told I’m mentally unstable and neurotic. My mother wouldn’t want me here, and says I shouldn’t ask questions on the internet. I hate myself and I know I’m a piece of shit asshole. If I can have assistance in removing posts from here, or whatever is allowed, I’d appreciate. I hope I get I what I deserve (pain and injury).

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

My life is perfect

GTFOH

 

[HotDogCel]

My life is perfect

?

 

[Hoppipolla]

I think your biggest issue IMO seems to be low self-esteem!

That doesn't sound especially narcissistic to me! They usually at least act very full of themselves... and I bet we have some of them around on this forum lol

 

[manletcel1488]

See you tomorrow

 

[JimMilton]

I think your biggest issue IMO seems to be low self-esteem!

That doesn't sound especially narcissistic to me! They usually at least act very full of themselves... and I bet we have some of them around on this forum lol

As I said covert narcissism, doesn't present the same way. I’m sure there are some, i suppose you could say I’m more evil than anything else

 

[JimMilton]

See you tomorrow

See you then i guess, inhope
I don’t post a thread, just reply

 

[kaijicel]

please get tested to see if you are nt, this isnt normal

 

[JimMilton]

?

It’s my way of coping, and reminding myself there is nothing wrong with my life at all, I’m the most problem

 

[JimMilton]

GTFOH

I will be this week

 

[JimMilton]

please get tested to see if you are nt, this isnt normal

My life is fake, I couldn’t tell a doctor if I really think this because I lie to myself a lot at times. But maybe this is true, still, I don’t need this on my record. Thanks for caring about me, I hope I’m fine

 

[decapitation]

Have a beer, psychocel.

It's gonna be alright.

 

[suicidecase]

Why do you think you're a narcissist? Narcissists don't tend to display empathy, humility and self-loathing like this. You don't seem like a narcissist at all.

Getting off this site (and the internet) is always a good idea, though.

 

[D. B. Gooner]

You've posted one too many of these lol. People keep giving you advice and you keep going back to where you started.

 

[kaijicel]

My life is fake, I couldn’t tell a doctor if I really think this because I lie to myself a lot at times. But maybe this is true, still, I don’t need this on my record.

ig that makes sense

Thanks for caring about me, I hope I’m fine

all good, hope so

 

[JimMilton]

Have a beer, psychocel.

It's gonna be alright.

I don’t drink, I would otherwise though thank you, I hope it will mate, truly

 

[JimMilton]

ig that makes sense

all good, hope so

Cheers mate

 

[JimMilton]

You've posted one too many of these lol. People keep giving you advice and you keep going back to where you started.

I have, don’t have faith in me man, I won’t change til I have a revelation I think

 

[JimMilton]

Why do you think you're a narcissist? Narcissists don't tend to display empathy, humility and self-loathing like this. You don't seem like a narcissist at all.

Getting off this site (and the internet) is always a good idea, though.

I don’t seem like one; that’s the wolf in sheep’s clothing style I have, I truly am something bad that, whatever it is.

I agree; I won’t leave til something bad happens in my life again I imagine.

 

[Hoppipolla]

As I said covert narcissism, doesn't present the same way. I’m sure there are some, i suppose you could say I’m more evil than anything else

You have evildoings? :o

To be honest I've known covert narcissists I think. Actually... I suppose they DO put themselves down. But usually only in a manipulative way.

R U MANIPULATING US?? lol

 

[Lv99_BixNood]

Schizocel.

 

[Misogynist Vegeta]

This has to be some kind of weird fetish, you've been posting not stop about how badly you want to be punished over the most minute slights. You want someone to beat you up for what? caring about yourself more then others, oh that humanity! Come on man there is nothing inherently wrong with that, If you really want someone to kick the shit out of you over very common personal quirks that society demonizes just go to bar and start trash talking the drunks that are there.

 

[JimMilton]

You have evildoings? :o

To be honest I've known covert narcissists I think. Actually... I suppose they DO put themselves down. But usually only in a manipulative way.

R U MANIPULATING US?? lol

Yes, as a younger person, and currently slightly less now, but evil he’s
Well there you go, I told you I was bad news, well I will be honest, I say this stuff because it comes from my soul, and I want someone to talk to, but my soul doesn't deserve it.

It’s in my nature, even if I don’t think about it in my head, I do it, so yes, I am if you feel you are I have.

 

[JimMilton]

Schizocel.

No, how do we know you aren’t?

 

[JimMilton]

This has to be some kind of weird fetish, you've been posting not stop about how badly you want to be punished over the most minute slights. You want someone to beat you up for what? caring about yourself more then others, oh that humanity! Come on man there is nothing inherently wrong with that, If you really want someone to kick the shit out of you over very common personal quirks that society demonizes just go to bar and start trash talking the drunks that are there.

You’re right about it, and I’ll get myself beat up when I can, but yes, I do want what you said, believe me I’m a bad person, for many reasons I haven’t listed so take my word for it if you want to, but yes your post was helpful, and I’m not sure how to reply so if it seems disjointed that’s why

 

[Misogynist Vegeta]

You’re right about it, and I’ll get myself beat up when I can, but yes, I do want what you said, believe me I’m a bad person, for many reasons I haven’t listed so take my word for it if you want to, but yes your post was helpful, and I’m not sure how to reply so if it seems disjointed that’s why

I'm gonna take a guess in the dark and guess that your mother abused you as a child, maybe not physically but she treated you like human garbage. If that's the case it's not your fault that she was a horrible person.

 

[Hoppipolla]

Yes, as a younger person, and currently slightly less now, but evil he’s
Well there you go, I told you I was bad news, well I will be honest, I say this stuff because it comes from my soul, and I want someone to talk to, but my soul doesn't deserve it.

It’s in my nature, even if I don’t think about it in my head, I do it, so yes, I am if you feel you are I have.

I'm sure you're not

I think... don't be so hard on yourself and also work on self-mastery.

Which is a lesson I need to take too because I have OCD >.<

 

[Sergeant Kelly]

 

[DutchCel01]

Are you bipolair? You change so much post to post its kinda scary