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wereq
Defeated By Fate |Contra Mundi: Enemy of the World
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Pretty devastated right now. So depressed that I can barely even type this post out.
Why am I fighting so hard in the gym? Why am I taking risks to lift heavy and break my body down day-in-day-out? For what??! This drought of starvation, loneliness, and stagnation in my life will NEVER end. I am tired of fighting against my body and against this world.
It never began for me and it will never ever begin for me. Its time for me to stop hoping. No reason at all for me to have hope.
Also I am very tired of seeing these fucking cute girls in the gym. I am tired of trainers telling me this and that. I really want my own private gym. I NEED MY OWN PRIVATE GYM AT HOME WITH COMMERCIAL EQUIPMENT.
Why am I fighting so hard in the gym? Why am I taking risks to lift heavy and break my body down day-in-day-out? For what??! This drought of starvation, loneliness, and stagnation in my life will NEVER end. I am tired of fighting against my body and against this world.
It never began for me and it will never ever begin for me. Its time for me to stop hoping. No reason at all for me to have hope.
Also I am very tired of seeing these fucking cute girls in the gym. I am tired of trainers telling me this and that. I really want my own private gym. I NEED MY OWN PRIVATE GYM AT HOME WITH COMMERCIAL EQUIPMENT.
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