TheGrayWolf
At heart, I am panda-bear|5'4|discord: slyfox100
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Do ur parents (or one of 'em) see u as failure; do u feel bad?
I'm a failure, objectively, academically, socially, and professionally.
To be very fair, it's mostly not my fault but I still feel horrible. My parents have often implied and sometimes directly stated (more or less) that I'm a disappointment, a failure. I feel particularly bad towards my mother, as it's mainly my dad's fault I'm like this.
Either way, I hate myself. If I had a wife/family or gf/engaged, good job, my own place with them.....
I'm not only a bother to my mom but also a disappointment. But yeah, not an excuse but my physical and mental circumstances pushed me into this corner, into this dungeon. Instead of being a king, with a queen and a castle.
I'm a failure, objectively, academically, socially, and professionally.
To be very fair, it's mostly not my fault but I still feel horrible. My parents have often implied and sometimes directly stated (more or less) that I'm a disappointment, a failure. I feel particularly bad towards my mother, as it's mainly my dad's fault I'm like this.
Either way, I hate myself. If I had a wife/family or gf/engaged, good job, my own place with them.....
I'm not only a bother to my mom but also a disappointment. But yeah, not an excuse but my physical and mental circumstances pushed me into this corner, into this dungeon. Instead of being a king, with a queen and a castle.