
Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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Not like I'll do it, I'm way too lazy, low in energy, unhealthy and generally anxious to do it.
But I do see a reason to now.
Basically, it would be a good defense against anxiety. I feel anxious all the time for no fucking reason. But if I were a big ass fucking monster, my mentality would be totally different. I'd know that people aren't looking down on me and that they might even fear me or envy me. That physical advantage would have a psychological side, which is the only side I really care about. It would give me something to - if not feel proud of - at least to soothe my feelings of inferiority.
Ehh, too bad that I'll never actually do it. I fucking hate exercising and I haven't actually done anything in my free time other than lay in bed rotting for many years.
But I do see a reason to now.
Basically, it would be a good defense against anxiety. I feel anxious all the time for no fucking reason. But if I were a big ass fucking monster, my mentality would be totally different. I'd know that people aren't looking down on me and that they might even fear me or envy me. That physical advantage would have a psychological side, which is the only side I really care about. It would give me something to - if not feel proud of - at least to soothe my feelings of inferiority.
Ehh, too bad that I'll never actually do it. I fucking hate exercising and I haven't actually done anything in my free time other than lay in bed rotting for many years.