(warning: bad english and cringe. Long text with emotional baggage)
“Amongst all savage beasts none is found so harmful as a woman”
-St. John the Chrysostom
To start of my miserable situation, i will give context on my self. I am a young, discusting, no chin, big nose, big forehead, small body, chicken legs (probably autistic) societal reject. I am addicted to pornography and im already ready to accept my life as a trash can for everybody else in life. I let everybody walk over me because i deserve worse.
What really messed my up is the fact that i discovered pornography at 9, and have been jacking off ever since. And as im writting this i only can get it up to discusting fetish porn.
My hate for these animals (foids) started im 8 grade when i was bullied and picked on by 2 girls because i was small and defenseless. I still have their instagrams and i see how they are doing in life, and its so unfair how these good for nothing rags have a better life than me when they hurt me for no reason.
As of now, im currently trying to forget that women exist. And im serious about it.
Whenever i see a girl around my age that i find attractive, i always look down. My brain is so retarded its like "woW YOu SeE thaT PREttY GIrl ovER THere, aSK Her out LooK at HEr!! 1!1!!" but i dont.
Whenever i see one of these sluts with a man walking right next to them i genuenly get upset and it ruins my fucking day.
I want to stick a screwdriver into my brain trough my eyes and perform a self-lobotomy on myself so that i dont find foids attractive.
“Amongst all savage beasts none is found so harmful as a woman”
-St. John the Chrysostom
To start of my miserable situation, i will give context on my self. I am a young, discusting, no chin, big nose, big forehead, small body, chicken legs (probably autistic) societal reject. I am addicted to pornography and im already ready to accept my life as a trash can for everybody else in life. I let everybody walk over me because i deserve worse.
What really messed my up is the fact that i discovered pornography at 9, and have been jacking off ever since. And as im writting this i only can get it up to discusting fetish porn.
My hate for these animals (foids) started im 8 grade when i was bullied and picked on by 2 girls because i was small and defenseless. I still have their instagrams and i see how they are doing in life, and its so unfair how these good for nothing rags have a better life than me when they hurt me for no reason.
As of now, im currently trying to forget that women exist. And im serious about it.
Whenever i see a girl around my age that i find attractive, i always look down. My brain is so retarded its like "woW YOu SeE thaT PREttY GIrl ovER THere, aSK Her out LooK at HEr!! 1!1!!" but i dont.
Whenever i see one of these sluts with a man walking right next to them i genuenly get upset and it ruins my fucking day.
I want to stick a screwdriver into my brain trough my eyes and perform a self-lobotomy on myself so that i dont find foids attractive.
