Awoo
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- May 17, 2018
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I was at work today, and whilst I was just cracking on with my job, I heard a high pitched scream come from outside where I was working. I went out to see wtf was going on and some foid (about 20 y/o) was screaming because she picked up a cup and there was a spider in there. As soon as I walked in the room she latched on to me, screaming saying "kill it! omg please kill it" .. I don't know why, but it really resonated with me.
Like this little creature was just helplessly minding its own business, not a threat to her in any way shape or form, but she wanted me to kill it, just because she found it repulsive. I didn't of course, i got a cup and some paper and took the spider outside to go on its way but there was something about the way she was screaming at me to kill it that just hit real deep. It made me think that this is how women see things they think are ugly or disgusting. They don't care that said thing is just going about its life, they hate it so much they want it dead.
Idk, I just feel like I saw something really raw and pure in that moment and its unsettled me all day.
Like this little creature was just helplessly minding its own business, not a threat to her in any way shape or form, but she wanted me to kill it, just because she found it repulsive. I didn't of course, i got a cup and some paper and took the spider outside to go on its way but there was something about the way she was screaming at me to kill it that just hit real deep. It made me think that this is how women see things they think are ugly or disgusting. They don't care that said thing is just going about its life, they hate it so much they want it dead.
Idk, I just feel like I saw something really raw and pure in that moment and its unsettled me all day.