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the_only_ugly_YWG
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So last Sunday I was taking a bikeride at the local lake, It was nice and sunny so I just sat down on a bench so I could drink water and vape and just try and chill out which is impossible since I have OCD and constant baseline panic, decided to walk my bike round the lake and this foid approached, she was wearing a long open blazer type coat and pants and literally the second she looked at me she wrapped her coat around her body, and then as soon as she passed me she released it, what's even worse is I literally wasn't even checking her tits out and she wasn't even wearing anything showing any skin underneath the coat, she literally just saw my face and had an instinctive reaction to just shield her body, my face makes people THAT uncomfortable
I was going to try tailing her to see if she would do this with any other white guy besides just me but I unfortunately lost sight of her, but I have the feeling im the only white guy she did that too, I bet she walked past other dudes and didn't immediately wrap her coat around like that
It's Tuesday now and it's still repeating itself in my head and making me feel like fucking shit, this is what happens when you realise you are ugly and become hyperaware of these little behaviours that people do around you but no one else, it's a path to fucking genuine madness and it's already turned me into an alcoholic, idk how much longer I can go on just noticing these behaviours all the time, I wouldn't wish it on even the most demonic being
I was going to try tailing her to see if she would do this with any other white guy besides just me but I unfortunately lost sight of her, but I have the feeling im the only white guy she did that too, I bet she walked past other dudes and didn't immediately wrap her coat around like that
It's Tuesday now and it's still repeating itself in my head and making me feel like fucking shit, this is what happens when you realise you are ugly and become hyperaware of these little behaviours that people do around you but no one else, it's a path to fucking genuine madness and it's already turned me into an alcoholic, idk how much longer I can go on just noticing these behaviours all the time, I wouldn't wish it on even the most demonic being