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overbeforeitbegan
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Posted this on another thread but figured it would make me feel better if anyone else has had this happen to them too.
Just a couple hours ago my mother dragged me out to a family friends party and as we entered, the family lined up to hug us as we came in, one after the other. The family friends daughter hugged everyone when they arrived, too, and said she was happy to see them.
Except. When she got to me she just fist bumped me.
Made me want to rope immediately. I don't deserve a hug, she doesn't even want to touch me. What makes it worse is that she's one of the only woman who I've ever really spoken to in my life, and has far and away been the nicest one to me I've ever met.
It made me feel like scum. I'm angry at her for not just doing the same thing for me too, if you don't want to hug me, don't hug my mum and sisters and just fist bump all of us. You're singling me out as a disgusting person you can't stand to touch.
Just a couple hours ago my mother dragged me out to a family friends party and as we entered, the family lined up to hug us as we came in, one after the other. The family friends daughter hugged everyone when they arrived, too, and said she was happy to see them.
Except. When she got to me she just fist bumped me.
Made me want to rope immediately. I don't deserve a hug, she doesn't even want to touch me. What makes it worse is that she's one of the only woman who I've ever really spoken to in my life, and has far and away been the nicest one to me I've ever met.
It made me feel like scum. I'm angry at her for not just doing the same thing for me too, if you don't want to hug me, don't hug my mum and sisters and just fist bump all of us. You're singling me out as a disgusting person you can't stand to touch.