I was actually getting out of my shell and talking to a 6/10 foid for once. We get to know each other a lot more and I would send snaps of my face to her and she didn't seem repulsed for once in my life. All of a sudden I'm left on delivered... and then opened. I check snap map to see that she was last online 20 mins ago. Then I check her Instagram and see a post from the "perspective" of the foid's birth giver stating, "-Redacted- has run away if you have any information on where she might be please let me know as soon as possible" meanwhile foid was last seen online 20 mins ago. I think this is a god or lack thereof telling me I'm not meant for this world. It really sucks because I thought there was a connection and I'm immediately stripped of my dignity as soon as I put myself out there. Is it over for me? Should I just begin the LDARmaxxing process?
