I had hope. Bluepill hope. Cucked, but I had hope. That's why I did it
See, how many more guys will go through that; thinking they have a chance spending months on a Woman. This one is different, unicorn, nawalt. Only to be devastated the moment their face is seen, the instant change in her receptiveness, her expression changes, suddenly she has to go, she doesn't respond with enthusiasm but instead cold emotionless one word responses, you're overbearing now & she needs space, the messages come back days after you message her then nothing.
All those empty promises made, all the lies, you didn't change but she sure did, why? Because you don't look right. She liked you all that time until she didn't.
She builds you up in her head as being top genetics while you build her up in your head as not being like the others, this one actually likes you & has feelings for you, jeez.
Many go back to the bluepill the moment they get a whiff of something they think has a chance, call it desperation or instinct overriding logic, whatever it is; they come crashing down back into the Abyss of the blackpill.
I think it's why onlyfans is so popular.