
Lurkercel0
Blackpilled at a young age, lurkER since 2019-2020
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- Apr 9, 2023
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No I haven’t ascended and I definitely haven’t deluded myself into believing I’m going to especially since I’ve been blackpiled for 5+ years now but even though I’ve known this one foid for only 3 months I’ve spent more time with her than I have with anyone else in this short period of time.
When I met her through a mutual friend, I never really interacted with her much, until I found her art account and began talking to her after, fortunately she was receptive which was a complete surprise, I only met her a couple times irl and talked online but not much beyond that. I mainly connected with her over non-nt hobbies, (jfl I read the entirety of saya no uta with her). I believe she’s at least somewhat autistic (due to many reasons) which is why I didn’t immediately fuck things up, recently however I’ve been taken aback by her complimenting me or spending way more time with me unprompted, beyond this she's revealed more about her personal life to me. Even when I tried distancing myself from her she wouldn’t let me when she was the one that told me she was distant.
This is the first girl I’ve actually gotten close to but I know that none of this will go anywhere ultimately. I just don’t know what the correct move here is when this is my only lifeline.
When I met her through a mutual friend, I never really interacted with her much, until I found her art account and began talking to her after, fortunately she was receptive which was a complete surprise, I only met her a couple times irl and talked online but not much beyond that. I mainly connected with her over non-nt hobbies, (jfl I read the entirety of saya no uta with her). I believe she’s at least somewhat autistic (due to many reasons) which is why I didn’t immediately fuck things up, recently however I’ve been taken aback by her complimenting me or spending way more time with me unprompted, beyond this she's revealed more about her personal life to me. Even when I tried distancing myself from her she wouldn’t let me when she was the one that told me she was distant.
This is the first girl I’ve actually gotten close to but I know that none of this will go anywhere ultimately. I just don’t know what the correct move here is when this is my only lifeline.
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