I randomly stopped masturbating 2-3 months ago for no reason at all, just didn't feel the need to do it, after doing it constantly since thr age of probably 10. For those 2-3 months I haven't come across, consumed or even thought of porn.
Last night I had a wet dream. It started off as a completely normal dream, well as normal as dreams can get, I was being chased by Russians trying to kidnap me at some remote mountain in Japan, and I was killing them off 1 by 1 home alone trap style, some real Looney toons shit. Then randomly, in the dream, I pull out my phone and look up porn. Thats when I bust in real life. Disgusting and disturbing, ruined my sleep and my underwear, also there was a water outage in my building during the night so I had to use wet wipes.
What concerns me? The porn was hyper realistic, it looked so real and it looked like something I would watch. That means that porn is lingering deep in my psyche. Even after not thinking about it for nearly 3 months. Google says that wet dreams mostly happen during dreams of sexual nature. Healthy humans in nature would never have seen porn so what would their wet dream look like? They probably would never even have one as they would all be sexually active, another reason to run off into the woods and live in a hut.
Last night I had a wet dream. It started off as a completely normal dream, well as normal as dreams can get, I was being chased by Russians trying to kidnap me at some remote mountain in Japan, and I was killing them off 1 by 1 home alone trap style, some real Looney toons shit. Then randomly, in the dream, I pull out my phone and look up porn. Thats when I bust in real life. Disgusting and disturbing, ruined my sleep and my underwear, also there was a water outage in my building during the night so I had to use wet wipes.
What concerns me? The porn was hyper realistic, it looked so real and it looked like something I would watch. That means that porn is lingering deep in my psyche. Even after not thinking about it for nearly 3 months. Google says that wet dreams mostly happen during dreams of sexual nature. Healthy humans in nature would never have seen porn so what would their wet dream look like? They probably would never even have one as they would all be sexually active, another reason to run off into the woods and live in a hut.
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