Mr.Sophistication
... who lives in a cave under the Appalachians
★★★★
- Joined
- Oct 23, 2019
- Posts
- 326
Im at the end of the line, gone through so many situations where I didnt do anything wrong, nothing changed, same old story, foids dont want me. Gone out of my way these last few months to make something happen, same results, tolerated as a beta provider at best and thats it. Done fucking everything from OLD to friends groups to meeting people at partys, at work, at various interest activities, no matter the foid, no matter her looks, her social standing, us being good company, me entertaining her, making the best out of my looks, being pro active, always, ALWAYS the same old story, for now more than 10 years straight.
Ive overcome so much, done so many things I had never dared to think Id be able to master, actually PROGRESSED to a better version of myself, one I am genuinely content with, know that I can hold my own, be a man for myself. It is no use, foids dont want me and that is going to be the end of it. Im not playing anymore, Im on my own and will remain that way, I wont have children and a family of my own, which is honestly the thing that hurts the most, and I will never have sex.
Fuck prostitutes, fuck SEAmaxxing, Im done with those bullshit cope shenanigans, Im not going to live for that. Got the rest of my life to figure out doing something worthwile with it or at least have the most fun possible. Im not going my own way, Im just done pretending theres actually any other road for me than the one Im forced on, fuck this cope bullshit.
Ive overcome so much, done so many things I had never dared to think Id be able to master, actually PROGRESSED to a better version of myself, one I am genuinely content with, know that I can hold my own, be a man for myself. It is no use, foids dont want me and that is going to be the end of it. Im not playing anymore, Im on my own and will remain that way, I wont have children and a family of my own, which is honestly the thing that hurts the most, and I will never have sex.
Fuck prostitutes, fuck SEAmaxxing, Im done with those bullshit cope shenanigans, Im not going to live for that. Got the rest of my life to figure out doing something worthwile with it or at least have the most fun possible. Im not going my own way, Im just done pretending theres actually any other road for me than the one Im forced on, fuck this cope bullshit.