2002AryanMaxxed1488
卐 5'6 Uggo with Rage, Depression, ADHD & Autism 卐
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I have ADHD and Autism. My life is completely screwed because of that. Don't deny it. Those conditions when paired together are a fate worse than death. Being 5'6 and ugly wouldn't mean shit to me if not for the fact I have trash brain chemistry.
However, there is a silver lining to this. Being screwed over from birth means my mom will always feel some sliver of guilt because of it. I could easily tell her the typical shit like "oh it's not your fault" and "don't blame yourself", but I won't, because it IS her fault. It's HER fault for poorly medicating these curses. Believe me, if it were up to me, I'd meth myself up so much to the point those disorders are the equivalent of throwing pebbles at a tank.
Or my body can't handle it and I die, either one works for me.
However, there is a silver lining to this. Being screwed over from birth means my mom will always feel some sliver of guilt because of it. I could easily tell her the typical shit like "oh it's not your fault" and "don't blame yourself", but I won't, because it IS her fault. It's HER fault for poorly medicating these curses. Believe me, if it were up to me, I'd meth myself up so much to the point those disorders are the equivalent of throwing pebbles at a tank.
Or my body can't handle it and I die, either one works for me.