SupremeAutist
The game was rigged from the start
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It seems the majority of my unhappiness at the moment comes from actually having to engage with soyciety. I've spent the last week at home without having to really interact with anyone other than my parents and I've actually been happy for once. I can be happy simply sticking to myself browsing .is, playing vidya, going for walks and exercising. It feels weird how much my mood has changed from 2 weeks ago when I was feeling suicidal.
The problem is that I know I can't do this forever. My parents wouldn't be happy with it and eventually it would get unfulfillling.
The question just is what do I even do now? I have ideas but I can't commit myself to a decision of what to do next.
I haven't dropped out of university btw I'm just not going to class at the moment.
The problem is that I know I can't do this forever. My parents wouldn't be happy with it and eventually it would get unfulfillling.
The question just is what do I even do now? I have ideas but I can't commit myself to a decision of what to do next.
I haven't dropped out of university btw I'm just not going to class at the moment.