idk125
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as long as i am breathing i am constantly enduring negative thoughts and mental anguish unless i am asleep this is the only time that i am feeling free and i wish i was just dead already because i cant stand this consumer judgemental world that judges u by the way u look and if u dont have the looks then its fucking over. i used to cope thinking that it was not over but the hard truth struck me about female nature and how evil people are from the blackpill videos that i watched and said wait a min its fucking true i am living it on my daily life. i was never a bad person in my life and i dont know why i am suffering for no reason the universe or whatever god there is wants me dead so badly so he inflicts suffering and miserty for me. i am muslim but i am doubting my beleifs because nothing seems to work i tried to pray but i was the same guy before so i think everything is a fucking lie there is no god there is just suffering