Venting Feeling like shit today man, fuck... I just fucking hate all of this...

[WeirdPanda]

God, If I had the chance I wouldn't even ask for too much. All I ever wanted since middle school was to find a similar qt loner nerdy autistic girl who wanted to play videogames with me and we could have our retard moments together and roleplay online. If I had that I would have motivation for so much fucking stuff and I think I would actually be capable of fulfilling my dreams.

But no, nobody's ever loved me. All I ever received was hate, people saying I was creepy, getting demonized by everyone and being treated like a rabid dog. Now I'm here, highschool's over, going to have to either go to college or wageslave in the next few months.

All I ever faced was rejection and humiliation. By my last year I was so mentally broken that I couldn't even foster the energy to wake up from bed and was constantly skipping school.

Somehow everything just keeps feeling worse ever since I fully realized that I'm undesirable and never going to get a girlfriend. I just wish I had killed myself back when I had the chance 3 years ago when i got rejected and humiliated by my former oneitis.

I'm sorry if this isn't particularly new or interesting or anything. I'm just feeling so extra shitty today even though I spent all of it playing new games and sorts.

 

[Nobody_]

It just gets worse and worse over time

 

[justuseless]

Its all your fault for not being good looking

 

[Roastie Crusher]

It just gets worse and worse over time

always look on the bright side of death

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHPOzQzk9Qo

 

[Nobody_]

always look on the bright side of death

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHPOzQzk9Qo

lmao

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

No worries brother

Sometimes you just gotta vent

 

[WeirdPanda]

It just gets worse and worse over time

There's this sense of impending doom that I cannot really waver.

The time that slowly kills, the death of a soul unfulfilled.

As your body decays, memories going to waste.

There's no second chance, that's all that really is.

 

[WeirdPanda]

No worries brother

Sometimes you just gotta vent

Thanks, the rest of the world is just so antagonistic and unforgiving.

 

[Nobody_]

There's this sense of impending doom that I cannot really waver.

The time that slowly kills, the death of a soul unfulfilled.

As your body decays, memories going to waste.

There's no second chance, that's all that really is.

Fuck man. Just fuck.