happiless
Overlord
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I didn't realize how fear driven my life up until now has been until yesterday when I almost had a seizure from stress and anxiety. Everything I've ever done has been driven by fear/worry/anxiety and up until yesterday it was the same. Fear of being exposed as an old friendless virgin, of becoming a 30 year old virgin, of losing my job, of acting like a sperg, of having to try to not act like a sperg, of having nothing to do, of having something to do, of being lonely, of being around people, etc.
This changed starting yesterday inb4 cope. I recognize all such thougths and will stop thinking them. I will only do what I need to do and detach all bad thoughts and emotions. This doesn't mean I'll be bluepilled, only that I recognize the blackpill as truth but don't give an emotional fuck about it.
You should all try it if you aren't already, I highly recommend it
This changed starting yesterday inb4 cope. I recognize all such thougths and will stop thinking them. I will only do what I need to do and detach all bad thoughts and emotions. This doesn't mean I'll be bluepilled, only that I recognize the blackpill as truth but don't give an emotional fuck about it.
You should all try it if you aren't already, I highly recommend it