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I despise industrial porn with fake tits and extreme lighting, it is disgusting and disgustingly fake.

My specific demands and standards have limited me to shit tier porn videos. The variety is limited and narrow, and most of the videos I like are either hard to get or are videos I've already watched too many times.

It consumes time and power, and using methods like imagination don't help much if at all because even that gets boring after a while.
It's gradually worsening, it is now a chore rather than a bonus.

I am being consumed by evil, the inner demon that runs my brain forces me to be interrupted and triggered by certain sights. On the other hand, I have to blow off some steam, and if I don't do so I will be easily distracted and annoyed.

I have had enough of this fiasco, what are my options? How do I stop this?
I would get the need for the feel of hunger - You need to eat to survive, but this? What has sex lead to if not misery and pain for everyone? I don't need this.

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I don't know what to say tbh, xvideos and pornhub always did it for me
 
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stop it then
 
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StaroRavager said:
I don't know what to say tbh, xvideos and pornhub always did it for me
Porncuck? The filthy site that keeps showing me trannies and BLACKED on the homepage?
Xvideos does give me less despicable videos compared to porncuck, but it's not nearly enough. "always did it for me", if you have 0 standards I'd get it but I'm not like this.
Hunter said:
stop it then
Thanks, I took a shower and now everything's fine. My life is better than even before.
 
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I can't watch porn anymore tbh. All I see is a foid who will never touch me or love me. It honestly makes me less horny at this point because I just get annoyed that I'll never get to experience any form of physical intimacy with a foid.
 
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AntiPain said:
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:feelskek::feelskek::feelskek::feelskek::feelskek::feelskek::feelskek::feelskek::feelskek:


Are you reporting yourself tbh?
 
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AntiPain said:
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jfl if you think they will get in trouble over it
 
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I can't even be bothered to jerk it anymore, each time I finish I just feel more and more pathetic and worthless. It is ruined for me now, I only do it for the high, which dissipates quickly and leaves me realising it was not worth it.
 
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stop watching that filth, go to the gym, lift weights, go out running, punch boxing bags. There's a lot one can do if one is serious about NoFap

That said, I'm not nofap as I don't see fapping having the disasterous effect on me that it seems to be having on a lot of users. I limit my fapping to once a week and always without (((porn)))
 
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Incellectual said:
I can't watch porn anymore tbh. All I see is a foid who will never touch me or love me. It honestly makes me less horny at this point because I just get annoyed that I'll never get to experience any form of physical intimacy with a foid.
Every fap session ends for me with depression.
I sometimes just pause the shite video and stare at the screen. I feel you and strongly relate.
 
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Incellectual said:
jfl if you think they will get in trouble over it
I did :feelsbadman:
 
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DeformAspergerCel said:
You kept shitposting the same fucking pic over and over again, I hope you learned to stop being a sperg.
 
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AntiPain said:
Porncuck? The filthy site that keeps showing me trannies and BLACKED on the homepage?
I don't have that problem bro. What stuff were you watching before they started showing those ads:feelskek::feelskek::feelskek: jk but seriously I've never seen that
AntiPain said:
Xvideos does give me less despicable videos compared to porncuck, but it's not nearly enough. "always did it for me", if you have 0 standards I'd get it but I'm not like this.
When I say always did it for me, I mean I never had any issue with finding content I enjoyed, then again my tastes are more varied than most
 
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AntiPain said:
You kept shitposting the same fucking pic over and over again, I hope you learned to stop being a sperg.
no man. I still retain my old sense of humor which made me think it was funny to post your avi to begin with. No amounts of warnings will eraze my aspergers
 
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ManletHalfCurry said:
I can't even be bothered to jerk it anymore, each time I finish I just feel more and more pathetic and worthless. It is ruined for me now, I only do it for the high, which dissipates quickly and leaves me realising it was not worth it.
Yep, this is ridiculous. It also just gets worse for me.
I could write a whole book to you about my miserable experience with fapping.
DeformAspergerCel said:
stop watching that filth, go to the gym, lift weights, go out running, punch boxing bags. There's a lot one can do if one is serious about NoFap

That said, I'm not nofap as I don't see fapping having the disasterous effect on me that it seems to be having on a lot of users. I limit my fapping to once a week and always without (((porn)))
A bit hard to achieve at my current state. I wanted to start NoFap but gave up after a few hours, I might have to consider this more seriously.
I'm also not NT so I've other problems to deal with.
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no man. I still retain my old sense of humor which made me think it was funny to post your avi to begin with. No amounts of warnings will eraze my aspergers
The repetitive humor is something I'm familiar with, I just thought you're trying to annoy me.
And yeah, your brain can't just take a shower.
ICanOnlyFapToBDSM said:
ive been fapping to gross "realistic" porn for a while now.

You should have added a BLACKED warning, that is not just NSFW but also disgusting as fuck.
That video was disgusting as hell, I try to avoid this BLACKED shiet and you give me this.
It was even worse than other BLACKED videos I've seen.
 
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Porn is rotting our brains, I have had enough and have decided to abstain from watching pornography and masturbation (for now). I can empathize with your situation as it will only get worse as you find something new, get tired, and have to keep moving on and on.
 
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Fuck! You convinced me to try NoFap again because I am noticing that it’s taking me nearly a hour to find a porn video I like. Last time I done no fap, I nearly killed myself after 7 days.
 
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Pornhub: Pathetic virgins sit behind a screen jerking off to Chad pumping and dumping a Stacy all while gets rich.
 
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Fap to amatuer porn.
 
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Fap to hentai :feelshehe:
Thank me later :feelsokman:
 

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