
WheelsofConfusion
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If you missed out on the right life experiences at a young age, the rest of your life will simply be pointless existing. Sure you might graduate from school, get a decent job, and make a living but everything else will be futile. You will face existential dread multiplied by 1000 compared to the normal person. Normal people feel existential dread regularly but compensate by filling their lives with their jobs, activities, relationships and family. If you are missing these things, the rest of your life will be filled with the same negative thoughts repeating over and over until you simply cannot take it. All because you missed the life milestones from childhood to 20 or so years old. If you try to make "friends" or build "relationships" as an adult you will be met with even more rejection because these relationship have already been formed by your peers. They will see you as a degenerate outsider or a weirdo. At my age now, I can feel this happening already and it will only get much, much worse. It feels like everyone around me matured at a normal rate because they socialized themselves at the right ages. I am a grown ass man with the life experience of a 12 year old. An average 12 year old can socialize better than me due to the shitty socialization I received at a young age. But when you get to be a grown adult, you have nowhere to turn. When you are a kid you latch on to your family. As normal people get older, they find other "families" to latch onto so they don't fall into despair due to existential dread. If you fail to do this, you are basically doomed.
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