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I am posting here to get feedback since the topic of this is relevant. So, this happened with me that made me aware for the first time that I am ugly or unattractive, before that I used to believe that how looks don't matter, money don't matter. It should be compatibility etc. etc. bullshit fed to men by society at large.
(Note: I never intended to date this woman and interaction never started out as a date! this is important thing to consider)
Back in COVID in 2020, I used an online platform aimed at giving help to others and I was studying a course of psychology, so I thought that I should take to people online and see how others think and such on various topics. I made my profile and started to accept people to talk, I spoke to different people the interactions were really short lived and no matter how interesting I made the chat, this time many people were locked down so there was many people willing to chat. Among these people, there was one person who started to chat with me regularly, from topics ranging from sciences to society at large and political problems. Chat went on well and I saw the nice side of this person, until the day she asked to see my picture (important point). I was super hesitant of sending my picture and it was strange for her to ask that in this kind of chat, but I thought she might be trying to get to know me but internally I really wanted to see what she will think of me after seeing my face and body and react to this (I was kind of incel before this I never knew this site and such). At this point, chat is neither explicit nor it is dating like. (This later proved what many people here might believe that foids can only see through the lens of fking other person). But the chat ended in literally two messages from that point onward, one message was that "I look creepy" and the other was "don't talk to me again" and silence after that. I did had interactions like that in real life, but this was the first time I was called a creep after wasting 3 months listening to her rants, I am not angry with her, but I won't forgive myself wasting all the time I had back then.
If you reached here, I want to thank you for listening to my rant. The important lessons that I learned for this is, looks matter and they always matter no matter the personality, foids in their social circle want to keep just the dudes that they are okay fucking even if their relationship is not sexual, lastly, you should never give free help to people, whatever they want they must earn it especially foids. It helped me correct my perspective on the female nature, I was very glad that I went through this initiation ritual early on and got an idea of "my place" in the marketplace. Years down the road, I discovered this, and thought might share this as it is important. During this time, I went through other shit that is not so important, but this explain all that and I made a few golden rules for social circle for incels like me.
1. You will never have true friends, so don't waste time finding them.
2. Your social circle must have only those people taking your time who are delivering some financial value to you.
3. Words never spoken are better than words spoken cuz you have lost them; never give valuable information to those who are not willing to compensate you for it.
4. You can't be friends with foids, try to keep relationship as formal as possible and don't tell them your weaknesses, one wrong word and it is over.
5. You don't owe any God, any Society, any Family, any Kids, any Foid, any Country, any Government, any Legal system; love, respect, money or loyalty; because for most of these factors you don't even exist, or you are not important.
6. Don't fear the death, everything that lived will die one day; there is nothing to fear after death so you can call it quits whenever you feel like it.
7. After life doesn't exist (don't get fooled)
8. Lastly, you are an animal after that, learn about them, learn about yourself
(Note: I never intended to date this woman and interaction never started out as a date! this is important thing to consider)
Back in COVID in 2020, I used an online platform aimed at giving help to others and I was studying a course of psychology, so I thought that I should take to people online and see how others think and such on various topics. I made my profile and started to accept people to talk, I spoke to different people the interactions were really short lived and no matter how interesting I made the chat, this time many people were locked down so there was many people willing to chat. Among these people, there was one person who started to chat with me regularly, from topics ranging from sciences to society at large and political problems. Chat went on well and I saw the nice side of this person, until the day she asked to see my picture (important point). I was super hesitant of sending my picture and it was strange for her to ask that in this kind of chat, but I thought she might be trying to get to know me but internally I really wanted to see what she will think of me after seeing my face and body and react to this (I was kind of incel before this I never knew this site and such). At this point, chat is neither explicit nor it is dating like. (This later proved what many people here might believe that foids can only see through the lens of fking other person). But the chat ended in literally two messages from that point onward, one message was that "I look creepy" and the other was "don't talk to me again" and silence after that. I did had interactions like that in real life, but this was the first time I was called a creep after wasting 3 months listening to her rants, I am not angry with her, but I won't forgive myself wasting all the time I had back then.
If you reached here, I want to thank you for listening to my rant. The important lessons that I learned for this is, looks matter and they always matter no matter the personality, foids in their social circle want to keep just the dudes that they are okay fucking even if their relationship is not sexual, lastly, you should never give free help to people, whatever they want they must earn it especially foids. It helped me correct my perspective on the female nature, I was very glad that I went through this initiation ritual early on and got an idea of "my place" in the marketplace. Years down the road, I discovered this, and thought might share this as it is important. During this time, I went through other shit that is not so important, but this explain all that and I made a few golden rules for social circle for incels like me.
1. You will never have true friends, so don't waste time finding them.
2. Your social circle must have only those people taking your time who are delivering some financial value to you.
3. Words never spoken are better than words spoken cuz you have lost them; never give valuable information to those who are not willing to compensate you for it.
4. You can't be friends with foids, try to keep relationship as formal as possible and don't tell them your weaknesses, one wrong word and it is over.
5. You don't owe any God, any Society, any Family, any Kids, any Foid, any Country, any Government, any Legal system; love, respect, money or loyalty; because for most of these factors you don't even exist, or you are not important.
6. Don't fear the death, everything that lived will die one day; there is nothing to fear after death so you can call it quits whenever you feel like it.
7. After life doesn't exist (don't get fooled)
8. Lastly, you are an animal after that, learn about them, learn about yourself
