black_depresso
You won't change reality, friend
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I saw a girl who looked similar to Gisele bundchen today at gym as I was walking out, I felt an impulse to tell her “you should do modelling, you’re gorgeous” and I winked at her
She reacted similar to this
But it was more exaggerated, and she massively rolled her eyes like “ew what the fuck please leave me alone”, and just turned around and walked in the other direction, completely ignoring me
Her reaction of disgust was the single worst reaction I’ve ever gotten in my life, and it cut me so fucking deep. It makes me wonder if all the other girls I’ve spoken with in life, who were more polite (some smiled and said thanks haha but I g2g) were just better at holding in their disgust.
Maybe all girls feel like this about me but most of them have been polite about it
Before driving home, I sat in my car for 10 minutes, dumbfounded at what just happened.
Tonight, and that experience with that girl, has torn the last ashes of my self esteem completely apart. What the fuck am I still doing in this world.
She reacted similar to this
But it was more exaggerated, and she massively rolled her eyes like “ew what the fuck please leave me alone”, and just turned around and walked in the other direction, completely ignoring me
Her reaction of disgust was the single worst reaction I’ve ever gotten in my life, and it cut me so fucking deep. It makes me wonder if all the other girls I’ve spoken with in life, who were more polite (some smiled and said thanks haha but I g2g) were just better at holding in their disgust.
Maybe all girls feel like this about me but most of them have been polite about it
Before driving home, I sat in my car for 10 minutes, dumbfounded at what just happened.
Tonight, and that experience with that girl, has torn the last ashes of my self esteem completely apart. What the fuck am I still doing in this world.