A life time of depression and social isolation, running away from home because of abuse, countless of failures, falling in love with many women only to be lead on and used, brutally rejected and left alone at the end of it all.
Nothing has come out of my life, nothing at all besides this dead end job my family tells me to be grateful for.
I was pursuing a woman weeks prior to making this account. I can’t even call it pursuing, I was chasing her like a dog, she had me all over her. Of course this was online, as it is impossible to even get to the talking stage with a face like mine. She used me, she lied to me, and she wasted my time…
Though I wonder if my time is even valuable. She left me broken and I still yearn for her love… then I remember my face and my life, my height and my frame, what I amount to as a man… is nothing more than a useless bug.
Nothing has come out of my life, nothing at all besides this dead end job my family tells me to be grateful for.
I was pursuing a woman weeks prior to making this account. I can’t even call it pursuing, I was chasing her like a dog, she had me all over her. Of course this was online, as it is impossible to even get to the talking stage with a face like mine. She used me, she lied to me, and she wasted my time…
Though I wonder if my time is even valuable. She left me broken and I still yearn for her love… then I remember my face and my life, my height and my frame, what I amount to as a man… is nothing more than a useless bug.
