He was also very intimidated by white men, like the German, Russian, English, Irish types of white men that were interested in me and wanted to date me. He was a white Latino. My abuser admitted he wished he had green eyes. He just looks like a Latino man.
He screamed at me once for wanting "big white cock" and then after would constantly ask me if his penis was big (It wasn't). Bigger penises are just my preference and it's not specific to white men.
I think he got something out of raping me with a small penis, like some type of reverse BNWO thing where non-Black men with small penises violate Black women.
