loserkarthusplayer
لا اله الا الله
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It's like a fucking torture man seeing all those beautiful teen prime foids with their super tight pants and t-shirts and realizing that you will never gonna have one of those qts as your girlfriend and they don't even know about your existence aswell u just saw them and instantly get flustered u are like falling in love for 5 seconds when u see one of those like really attractive foids in the streets and u get heart broken for NO FUCKING REASON it's pisses me off so fucking much I start to overthink and i just wish that i was not even existed it's just a INSTANT reminder that what have you missing on and this is coming from religioncel muslim like me who prays 5 times a day and fasts in every ramadan for 30 days i feel like i'm slowly becoming the person i hate which is pursuing wordly temporary dreams and getting mad when u can't get them i mean in the end it's all gonna disapper anyways and even chad and stacies is gonna die and not going to be remembered in this very big universe but still i always have those thoughts for like 5 minutes and then i remember verses from Quran and it really calms me down I know many of you are going to call religion as cope but i would seriously just kill myself if i was not a muslim at this point i just don't want to exist in this cruel temporary world do guys have any similar experiences please share with me i'd like read it