Born into an extremely catholic family. We lived in a nice suburban neighborhood and I was home schooled with my siblings because my parents wanted to keep a traditional catholic family. When I was young, and until I started 4th grade when I was nine, my only friends were other home schooled catholic kids. Then we moved across the country and left everything behind, including the "happiness" we once shared as a family. I started public school and was bullied for my looks as well as not having any social skills (fuck homeschooling), and I always got into fights with my sisters because they were better adjusted and hated having to invite me to hang out with their friends. I hated it also. We stopped going to church when I was 10, and my parents divorced when I was 12. I became super depressed because of how horrible things became in such a short amount of time, and after that and I stopped caring even more about my appearance and trying to make friends so I got bullied even more. I've cleaned myself up a bit since middle school when it was at it's worst but I still get bullied every day, and I still don't have any real friends, only people who use me while talking shit about me behind my back. I want to go far away, buy some fucking cabin deep in the woods and somehow live off the land in total isolation. I'm never going to trust anybody ever again, and soon I'll be able to stop trying.
