Fuck this shit man, fuck all the foids that wont even spit on your grave because they feel like thats too much attention for a guy that doesnt fit their chad criteria.
Most nights I cry my heart out when I see such happiness in people, how they have these huge social circles, these wild parties, getting laid with ease. It makes me sick, I feel it in my stomach every day I get reminded of such things.
Suicide is too much for my brain to handle, self harming would be the next plausible thing I can do. Its just too much, its time for me to remove everything that remotely represents such happy things that a normal person goes through.
I dont know anymore, I hate myself so fucking much jesus man. I actually despise myself, I have been brainwashed to despise myself because I am not good enough to live a normalm, happy life full of intercourse.
I hate how my existence alone has brought people such negative feelings. Its like all of us dont have a soul, its like do not exist.
Fuck this.
Most nights I cry my heart out when I see such happiness in people, how they have these huge social circles, these wild parties, getting laid with ease. It makes me sick, I feel it in my stomach every day I get reminded of such things.
Suicide is too much for my brain to handle, self harming would be the next plausible thing I can do. Its just too much, its time for me to remove everything that remotely represents such happy things that a normal person goes through.
I dont know anymore, I hate myself so fucking much jesus man. I actually despise myself, I have been brainwashed to despise myself because I am not good enough to live a normalm, happy life full of intercourse.
I hate how my existence alone has brought people such negative feelings. Its like all of us dont have a soul, its like do not exist.
Fuck this.
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