
Clould92
Recruit
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- Joined
- Nov 2, 2024
- Posts
- 158
Everything is fake and gay. People are so insincere and ironic i cant tell genuine feelings anymore. Today I calculated how many jobs i’ve had since i got out of high school in 2015, i’ve had 34 jobs since then.
I cant connect with anyone, people think i have an attitude when all i do is say basic general greetings and keep to myself. I’ve been hurt and betrayed by too many people i thought were friends it’s hard to look people in the face anymore let alone have any type of meaningful conversation.
I’m so sick of how bland and meaningless life is, i want to die but not kill myself. I want to die for something bigger than myself to change history and change this absolute nightmare dystopic fucking life we live. I’ve been fired from the past two jobs for having an “attitude” although i did my job with no complaints, never started any shit and stayed quiet mostly because i cant associate with people and their normie conversations. Then right after that google takes down my small business that was actually doing good just for changing my address and i cant talk to customer service only google ads where some pajeet answers.
I have had enough of this shit, i feel physcially ill everyday. I get up from the couch and my head spins and i have to hold on to something to keep from falling over, i dont enjoy food anymore it just seems like a hassle to eat. I have no fucking friends i’ve spent the last few weeks playing video games, living off savings. I cant hold down a job, everything is unaffordable, i’ll never be able to fuck a hot woman. I might snap soon.
This nightmare has to ene
I cant connect with anyone, people think i have an attitude when all i do is say basic general greetings and keep to myself. I’ve been hurt and betrayed by too many people i thought were friends it’s hard to look people in the face anymore let alone have any type of meaningful conversation.
I’m so sick of how bland and meaningless life is, i want to die but not kill myself. I want to die for something bigger than myself to change history and change this absolute nightmare dystopic fucking life we live. I’ve been fired from the past two jobs for having an “attitude” although i did my job with no complaints, never started any shit and stayed quiet mostly because i cant associate with people and their normie conversations. Then right after that google takes down my small business that was actually doing good just for changing my address and i cant talk to customer service only google ads where some pajeet answers.
I have had enough of this shit, i feel physcially ill everyday. I get up from the couch and my head spins and i have to hold on to something to keep from falling over, i dont enjoy food anymore it just seems like a hassle to eat. I have no fucking friends i’ve spent the last few weeks playing video games, living off savings. I cant hold down a job, everything is unaffordable, i’ll never be able to fuck a hot woman. I might snap soon.
This nightmare has to ene